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Molly came over on Monday. We hung around and talked about our childhoods. And you know what I've realized? I had a sucky childhood. I mean, I always assumed I should be grateful for the fact...

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Yesterday was the band pizza party, the first hang-around-with-band-geeks event of the year. It went pretty well. I talked a lot to Cassandra, Eric and Ani, who I haven't talked to in a while. ...

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Yesterday I went over Molly's house and hung around with her and her sisters. We did not do much of anything. At first we just hung around, looked at funny, artsy pictures their dad took at fam...

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So... I am pretty much deteriorating. I don't have any desire to do much of anything. I am falling drastically behind when it comes to practicing, my story, Music in the Community, my bio homew...

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This is what I'm extremely glad that Molly didn't read: Over the past couple of years, I have come to terms with the fact that I am definately not the straightest person in the world. I have abs...

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I've spent the past few days on vacation with my parents. Every year, we go to this artsy little beach town half an hour away from where we live. We play cards and eat a lot, and my dad sits on...

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Hi, I just want to tell you that I read most of your online journal. And by "most of" I mean "all." I just wanted to tell you because I know if it was mine I would want to know. I was feeling ...

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WIERD dream. The first part of the dream was vivid and somewhat amusing, but quite complex and not very relevent, so I'm not going to write it all down. I'll just say that I was a secret agent ...

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Still haven't been doing much. Neither have Emma, Helen or Molly, so I've been getting together with them several times a week. Molly even came over here a few times. (Once for about ten hours...

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You know, I really like the Beatles. It's too bad every time I listen to them, I am forcibly reminded of Adam. I've been trying to figure out why for quite some time. At first I just came up w...

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If I had a dollar bill for every time I was wrong I'd be a self made millionaire and you'd still be gone... It makes me angry when Adam has things like this in his profile, because I am sure tha...

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Internet, my band died. I just had the most terrible rehearsal ever. We couldn't think of anything to do. We decided we don't want to do the restaraunt thing. Then we decided there was no poi...

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Ever get the feeling you're going to end up in a van down by the river? I have that feeling right now, incidentally. I am a lazy bum. I don't want to get a job, and if I don't want to get a jo...

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Jenn's away message says that she is doing her AP bio homework. I don't want to do my AP bio homework. When I say that, I mean that I don't want to do it now. Part of my brain thinks that I ha...

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It's been summer for a week and a half, and I am beginning to remember what summer is really like. Yes, it is essentially the absence of school. But the absence of school means a whole differen...

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So things have not been going great lately. Let's see... Thursday I had a bad guitar lesson, followed by a mini breakdown about not being a good musician. I deduced afterwards that this was a r...

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Bad day. Failed band practice. My guitar sucks, and in addition to that, I can't play it. Feeling extremely low self-esteemy. Also, awkward phone conversation with Julian. We were working ou...

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I called Julian yesterday morning about Music in the Community. (His only prosective student so far has a crazy, non English speaking father who yells over the phone regardless of whether or not...

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Nothing to do. Rotting my brain in front of the computer. Thursday I had to stick around for 20th century, so I hung around at school with Molly, Emma and Helen instead of going home. And fran...

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School's out. So I guess I'm a junior now. That's weird. Wednesday and Thursday were finals. I only had two actual tests (math and Latin) and I'm pretty sure I did pretty terribly on both of ...

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Update-worthy stuff has happenned, but I haven't thought of an interesting way to write it down yet. I'm just here because, after ten hours of partying, I am extremely lonely and I don't know wh...

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We watched Bladerunner in 20th century yesterday, and our assignment at the end of class was basically to get into groups and discuss the meaning of everything. At first I thought the movie went...

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Jay's rock opera was pretty sweet, even though it was kind of short and had no plot at all. (Hey, it's a rock opera. What are you gonna do?) I hung out with Molly and Tom through most of it. ...

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Fathers' Day is so awkward. I mean, my dad's a cool guy, but I don't even talk to him that much. He certainly doesn't go out of his way to do stuff with me or get close to me. But today, for s...

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Ok, I'll kill the suspense right now and tell you that we didn't get our automatic third place because we were the only band with horns. Nor did we get first or second place. Or the honorable m...

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