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Feeling Down - 11/1/2005
I'm not good enough for my parents. I was responsible for myself for the whole day today and I screwed up a bunch of times. Just stupid mistakes - not calling my mom before I got a ride home fr...
Halloween - 10/31/2005
I'm tired and I should be doing more productive things. I think this calls for a list. Halloween is officially my favorite holiday. I didn't even dress up. I just like how chaotic and wierd ...
It's Out. - 10/31/2005
It's been an interesting past few days. Friday was the greatest football game of all time. I know this, and I don't even understand football. We were down six points with a minute and a half l...
Being Irrational - 10/22/2005
You know those people who drink to forget about problems they have because of drinking? That's how I am with laziness. The more I put off work, the more depressed I get about what a slacker I a...
Can't. - 10/21/2005
Today was one of the worst days of my highschool career. Probably somewhere in the bottom ten. I guess it's because I've just now realized that there is such a thing, for me, as just not being ...
Welcome to Mid October - 10/19/2005
I am now officially sick. I went to the doctor yesterday. She told me that I do not have anemia, low blood pressure or mono (not that I know how I would've gotten mono anyway) but that I do hav...
Side Note... - 10/16/2005
Guess who I saw making out in the hallway before the PSATs? Adam and Ivy. Good. They deserve each other. Always have. I hope they get married.
I Totally Saw This Coming. - 10/16/2005
So... I think I'm having a nervous breakdown. Yeah. I don't really know what's happenning or what I'm supposed to do about it, but I definately don't think this is good. It started with me fi...
Slackin' - 10/9/2005
Oh man. I have a ton of work to do this weekend, but all I did today was practice for pit. I mean, I suppose I needed to do that too, but considering how this past week was basically one big ne...
Competition #1 - 10/8/2005
So Saturday we had a band competition. Oh man. I'd almost forgotten how much I love competitions. First of all, our performance was pretty awesome. I mean, there were definately things we cou...
Fairly Exciting News: - 10/4/2005
Molly got an OD account. She told me about it yesterday and I found it. I felt pretty guilty about it at first, but then I confessed, and I guess she does not have a problem with it. I guess w...
I Really Like Nerdy Guys... - 10/2/2005
...And they really like me. It's true. I've thought about it, and I think I just have some sort of quality that nerds find irrestisable, because everyone who's ever had a crush on me has been o...
Pit - 9/30/2005
This week has been absolutely crazy. I am coming to the realization that I cannot do everything. I cannot take physics, Odyssey and AP bio and get As and be an outstanding musician on three ins...
The Tape Recorder - 9/26/2005
Today in Odyssey Mr. Sampson gave a lecture, and told us beforehand, "What I am going to tell you Monday, I completely made up. I won't lie to you. I won't present you with any information I do...
On Being Cocky and Manipulative: - 9/23/2005
Yesterday, our conversation in Brit Lit eventually came around to "Who's going to be drum major next year?" "You should try out!" said Molly, hitting me on the arm. "I plan to," I said. They a...
Fuck. - 9/18/2005
Tom got arrested. Tom Got Arrested. For possession, resisting arrest, and assaulting a fucking officer. My God. People seem to think it's mildly funny, but it's making me almost naucious. ...
Bad Dreams - 9/18/2005
Yesterday, Adam announced that the clarinets would be having a spirit day Monday - Dress like a pirate day. "Anyone else who wants to dress like a pirate can too," he said, at the end. After pr...
Getting Wet and Dirty, etc. - 9/17/2005
So yesterday we had a football game. In the rain. The town was an hour away, the show went terribly, the crowd was hostile, and there were no bleachers in the new stadium. But the football tea...
Welcome to Mid September - 9/14/2005
I have a relatively light homework load tonight (keep in mind that this isn't saying much) so I'm procrastinating. Even besides homework, there are a lot of things I should be doing which are a...
I Am So Royally Screwed. - 9/10/2005
Oh man. For my entire school career, I've been able to maintain a moderate level of laziness and still get by. This is mainly because every semester so far, I've had one real class and three jo...
School - 9/6/2005
So today was my first day of school. I was really stressed out in the morning, because I had never been mailed my schedual, and I could totally see our school deleting me from the database or so...
At Band Camp - 9/4/2005
Wednesday night, elections for the student officers were held. "Okay, here's what we do:" said Eric while hanging around in our cabin that morning before breakfast. "We know the drummers are go...
This One Time - 9/3/2005
I woke up the morning after I got home from band camp (fully clothed and after eleven hours of sleep) with a relatively unfamiliar feeling which seemed to flow through my entire body. After a fe...
...Perhaps Too Excited - 8/28/2005
I feel like updating, but I'm not feeling very communicative right now. I've been speaking in sentence fragments all day, and the bio essays I wrote are terrible. I think this calls for a list....
I Should Probably Be Stressed. - 8/25/2005
So basically, nothing has been happening. I've been sitting around, bored and lonely and kind of sick feeling, frequenting this website and periodically talking to people about nothing online. ...
Book Description
This is where I will repost all of the entries I wrote on Open Diary between the ages of 15 and 18. Please bear with me while I flood the front page with whiney teenage girl entries.
Since I want an accurate record of how I was back then, I’m choosing not to fix my spelling errors. I might, however, edit out some of the entries devoted to surveys, Harry Potter crap, etc.
Here is a picture I drew of myself when I was 18:

And here is a character guide I wrote for my diary just after high school. These are the people I end up talking about the most. WARNING: SPOILERS, if that applies here.








