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Mom
A little bit of history. My parents divorced when I was 10 and my sister and I were raised primarily by my mother. When my sister and I were teens, my mother had this very close female friend w...
Schedule
After a couple years together now, my relationship with Sarah seems to have hit a rough patch. That’s probably too strong of a word. Things aren’t bad between us, but things have started to fee...
More info
I enjoyed sharing my last entry. To be clear, I didn’t enjoy living through those experiences, but as someone with my current level of experience in the BDSM community, there’s something fun abo...
Two of them
Two spanking experiences I want to share: 1 - I was 12 years old and hanging out with a school friend on a Saturday. For some reason, my friend thought it would be funny if he called 911 and the...
A few thoughts about penis size
Although they aren’t exactly equivalent, it seems like both men and women have a sexual body part that can vary in size, breasts and penises. Breast size is usually somewhat obvious. I know br...
Sheets
Sarah and I play around a little bit with her being dominant, though it’s not an all-important part of our relationship, and certainly not something we do 24/7. I wouldn’t really mind if we did ...
Contradiction
There’s a weird contradiction in my relationship with Sarah that I’d like to point out. It’s not necessarily something that bothers me, jut something I’ve noticed and would like to write about. ...
Girl
I was reading the local free LGBT newspaper the other day. Funny that I would never even really consider reading the local regular newspaper because I get any updates I would want on current eve...
Sponge
When I first started seeing Sarah, I noticed in her bathroom that she had an assortment of these things that looked like toilet bowl cleaners. Just basically sponges with long handles on them. ...
The beach
Back in September on the last time that Sarah and I went to the beach together, she asked me if I would ever consider wearing a bikini or some other type of women’s swimwear. I was still getting ...
Part 2
So after 112 days I am done with my first attempt. I wondered when I started how I would know when I was done. But I figured it out when I was literally embarrassed to wear them out in public. ...
Scales
Sarah and I officially live together now. I like our new place and I’m really happy about sharing a home with her. I wanted to give her a gift as kind of a housewarming, even though we were bo...
Snickers
It may seem like a cliche, but it’s true that a majority of the events that we attend with the Fat Acceptance group revolve around food. And in many cases, not just a regular meal but something ...
Portapotty
Weird confession, but it’s true. I drove several miles from home today and into a park just because I needed to poop and I wanted to do it in one of their filthy portapotties.
Wet
Sarah and I found a place to move together, and we’ll be moving in on November 1st. We’ve been dating for about four months so it might seem quick, but I think we both know we’re committed to a ...
Gain
Sarah’s lease is ending at the end of October and we’ve been talking about options because of it. We’ve only been dating for three months, but we both know that this feels like a long term relat...
Pink
Sarah spent the night at my place last night. We sleep together regularly, but almost always at her place. She just prefers it that way, since her house is much better set up for her comfort. ...
Bulletin board
Last week I went to Sarah’s place after work. She wasn’t home yet so I let myself in, with her permission. Then she texted me and said she probably wouldn’t be home for more than an hour, so it...
SSBBW
It’s funny how being in a relationship with Sarah can change my perspective on things. I was flipping through channels this morning and not finding anything really interesting to watch, but I pa...
Flying
Sarah and I discussed the idea of taking a weekend trip to Vegas in September. It would be our first real trip together since we started dating, and I’m excited about getting out of town with he...
Marsha P Johnson
My ex is working with a group to develop a LGBT center in the city particularly focused on transgender people. A few months ago I agreed to make a $600 donation to the cause, which is a $50 paym...
Yesterday
Yesterday was kind of a test for me. Both in the sense that I was testing myself because I wasn’t sure what it would be like until I did it, and in the sense that Sarah was testing me because sh...
Official
Sarah and I have gone on our fourth and fifth dates now, so I’d say this is really turning into a relationship. We had a conversation last night to clear up any doubt that we officially want to ...
The third
Sarah texted me this morning and asked if I wanted to get coffee. I was literally doing nothing, so I quickly got dressed and met her at a coffee shop downtown. We both ordered and I paid. Whi...
It gets real
I got a text last night from the friend I wrote about yesterday. She said that the local fat acceptance group meets up every Saturday morning and since I had expressed some curiosity about it, s...
