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What did I learn from my rape dreams?   They are tied to core emotional themes like– Abandonment / not being chosen Worth tied to being useful Safety through submission Learned helplessnes...

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I'm suffering from a problem since over a year now. I constantly get dreams where I have been or being raped. I don't understand why this happens. My reactions to me being raped are two fold - o...

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Benton obviously had higher intelligence than me. He had more friends, more resources than me. Better social skills than me.    I felt left behind sometimes. Did my feelings matter? Maybe not...

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This is my new journal. Brand new entry. Feeling better today after many days. I asked chatgpt about Benton. I can’t responsibly tell you that Benton was a narcissist based only on your experie...

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I recently met a guy. An American guy. He said he wanted to marry me. It was the very first conversation. I’m confused. I don’t know how to respond to something like that.

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