My husband passed away from on the 6th of May 2014. 3 days before his 35th birthday.

He was unwell for a while and his death was bitter sweet.
I know he is in a better place and free from torture and pain of his aggressive cancer but on the other hand I miss him and our life terribly.

Have my bad and worse days and am always keeping him and prayers & say Alhumduillah. Certain I will meet him again InshAllah.

Just me and my 3 children now. Even though I have supportive family & friends I know everyone will get back to there normal lives and I will be just that sad story looming at the back of there minds.

Trying to work out my future. What best for my children. Finding my own to feet.