Dear diary, I’m still 14 yrs old girl and in junior high school. Soon to be a senior in a few months, but there’s this one girl that i cant get over. It seems that I have deep romantic feelings for her, and it has been going on for 3 years. I like her.

It all started in 2022-2023 on our first day of school, she was sitting in the same row seat with me, but in front. I’m sitting behind her, when she kept asking me for nonsense questions, but I got along with it and eventually became friends with her. I confessed a little too late when she told me she already had a boyfriend, I didn’t give up and waited for her till she broke up with him, he’s a scumbag anyway. He never loved her, he only liked her out of lust and body… after 1 year, I tried again and confessed to her in person, my friends helped me write my love letter for her and I successfully gave it to her, but she didnt gave me an answer, she patted my head when school time was over. But when I chatted with her at night, she became cold, and that’s when I realized that she doesn’t like me back. I respected it because what can I do when she doesn’t like me back, she friend-zoned me. But

till now you’re still the only person in my mind.