I wanna enjoy life, i really do, and I feel like a totally new environment will finally help me with that, a new start in a new country..it’s my chance to actually change myself and leave the past behind. I wanna become something more.

I have a good feeling about this, I’m starting to grow and analyze my teenage years without hating who I was. I understand my younger self, I just wish she wouldn’t be so afraid to be herself and go out of her room more often.

I wanna leave this anger in the past.

p.s. I actually like going out, I’m just so used to being alone all the time that it feels weird, like I’m faking it.