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I love all of you, so thank you. I agree with what you say about OD in all of your public and private notes. This is OUR space and it is personal and it IS quaint and I love it here. And than...

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So. My OD membership is about to expire again, and I’m wondering if I should renew? I mean, is OD still a sinking ship? Should I just write about shit in private in a word document? I don’t ...

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I’m here everyday. I have been sprinking notes here and there…just not as many as I’d like, but I’m here trying to find the words. Things are good! I feel unsettled, but things have been work...

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…almost every single day. Reading. Leaving a smattering of notes. Not nearly enough. Not writing because I don’t even know where to start. Things are good! Different, yet good. A little t...

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It’s been TWO months? Really? I have come by here a million times to write entries, and I just can’t seem to get them out. I’m sorry. I read. I don’t note like I should. Life is still going...

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After 6PM on a Friday evening and I am sitting in the office, not wanting to go home yet (to my NEW home). It’s not yet furnished and I am overwhelmed with things I need to BUY. You’d think it...

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At work and still discombobulated, but I want to get an entry out becuase I can’t get anything else done until I do! I’m so far behind these last few days, but my thoughts tend to be all-consum...

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Dream 5/1/2012: Was on a business trip at a resort somewhere—maybe Miami (kinda felt like it), maybe a different country. Actually, I think it was a different country. I got to the resort/hot...

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Well hi. I am still reading and re-reading your notes and taking each and every one of them to heart. I know. I know! But I’m not doing well these last few days. Surviving, yes. But having...

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OK…so thanks for the thoughts. I am considering and re-considering all of my options. I do want to hear it straight. I do want a pragmatic approach, but I’m open to other methods and other me...

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http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/evil-deeds/201003/when-partners-cheat-who-deserves-second-chances http://www.selfgrowth.com/articles/Peabody5.html

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Hi. Last I left off I was leaving for a therapy session. I actually kind of slipped out of the office while no one was looking. That’s not normal, but that’s what I did. The therapist’s offi...

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Today, I am going to get some individual therapy. Did I tell you that SexyPants had gotten a therapist very quickly after the “split” and has now attended 4 sessions, two of which I have atte...

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I don’t know why, but I feel better today. Perhaps it’s because I didn’t drink a drop of alcohol last night. I also think it has something to do with writing down some of the things that I do ...

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My ability to bounce back. Because I know that I can. I’ve done it before. Knowing that I will be a (yet) stronger person because of this–automatically! Knowing that I hold ALL the powe...

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Wow. I just went back through and read alllll the entries I’ve written since I’ve known SexyPants. Weird. It really was all there, wasn’t it? The feeling of disconnectedness when he traveled...

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…so guess I will start right here. I found out that SP was lying/cheating/flirting/womanizing, etc. etc. the whole time we were together. Granted, it was always completely out of eyesight and ...

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I don’t know what to say, other than SexyPants and I broke up. It is the most horrible thing that I’ve ever had to discover about the man who was the “best” I’ve ever had… how do I even come to...

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I’m so bummed that OD is probably going away. I’ve been here for what seems like millions of years.

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Hi! So I started an entry on Friday, left it, and now I’m not sure where the hell it went, but oh well. Must not have been that important. Either that, or Krab Kakes got her hands on it. Heh...

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RYN: [Elaine Benes]–Krab Kakes is on meds that keep her from having breakdowns. Since we share a cube wall, I can hear her every move, and vice versa. She can hear me tapping out this entry ri...

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Getting ready for big, big meetings and I’m feeling like writing. What is wrong with me? I’ve told you that Krab Kakes is my new-ish counterpart at work, right? Imagine this: One Grumpy Oldis...

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Two hundred and fifty days until I am Mrs. Ginger Snap-Pants! Hee-heee! I am getting very, very excited. SexyPants and I had one teeny tiny stress-out over our guest list over the weekend. W...

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Hi again! Stuff is good and crazed (or maybe not so crazed after yesterday). I’m leaving tomorrow for 10 days in Paris/London/New York. I’m headed on another one of those crazy trips I take wi...

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Wanted to come back and write some more because I had such a nice evening with SexyPants last night, even if we were in bed and I was snoring (albeit quietly) 9 by 9 or 9:15-something. He is so...

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