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Remember Devin, the party-boy anesthesiologist? We went out last night. On a school night and everything! After playing a few rounds of phone tag, him being sick, and me thinking that I was pr...


So I’ve seen this format before (see: Poppyseed), but I really did have this conversation with myself this morning as I was getting myself ready for work (I think we’ve lost it): Body: Pssst. ...


May 11, 2002

He Just Left

Ethan spent the night last night. And actually stayed through the morning. It always takes me off guard to wake up and see someone there. He rolled over and put his back to me. It made me a ...


May 09, 2002

(Pre)Occupation

Bleh. Haven’t been able to catch up on too many of my favorites. I’m really starting to freak about the work situation and it’s kinda put me into scare mode at this point. What’s it gonna t...


(Part 2 in a series.) I woke up super early Sunday morning because Kitty was hungry and talkative and I didn’t want to wake Lovely. Damn. That chick even sleeps beautifully. Got up and fed K...


(Part 3 in the continuing saga…) Let’s see. Where was I? Oh yeah. At Bar #2 with Devin and crew. Just gotten off the phone with Ethan and walked upstairs to the rooftop patio where everyone...


Will I ever learn? Nope. But did I have fun? Hell yep. My body loathes me now. My mind is mush. I’m confused and weary and frankly, I just don’t care any more. I had an amazing and sort o...


In an effort to start putting a positive spin on at least some of my entries (and also in hopes that it will shake me from this slump), I’m compiling a list of things that make my heart flutter....


May 02, 2002

Non-Accomplishments

Shite. A brief power outage at work caused me to lose an entry and my thoughts. Eh, not really. You know where my thoughts have been lately. I got squat done yesterday. Calls in the after...


The New Year’s Resolution Update is on hiatus until I can get over the debacle that was April. I know I’ve been kinda blowing it off month by month. And having TEN resolutions to update is a g...


April 30, 2002

Amazingly…

I woke up hangover-free this morning. But I’m still exhausted and bluh and junk. Left work last night at 7, which meant I was late for my workout and still felt crappy from Sunday’s all-day Ma...


April 29, 2002

Hiccup

Dipped real low this weekend. Still recovering today. I don’t know why this stuff has hit me in such a way, but my self-esteem has really been bruised. This is not normal for me. Usually I’l...


April 26, 2002

Ouch. (1)

Remember when I said that I sent Ethan an e-mail the other day? Well, the reason I did was because he’d left a jacket in my car and I thought that he must’ve forgotten about it or he would have...


April 26, 2002

Ouch. (2)

(continued…) The whole independent thing. Sure, it’s true. I love the fact that I completely take care of myself and that I don’t need anyone. But two major things happened this week to make...


April 25, 2002

Snap’s Laws

Here are just a few: 1. On one of your most important workdays, count on having some sort of major dental catastrophe. 2. The harder you bust your ass at work, the more your performance apprai...


Saturday morning I woke a little late. Rubbed my eyes and lolled in bed trying to convince myself that I should go to my 9:15 workout. Finally, when I had about five minutes left to get ready,...


The weekend was a strange mixture of fancy parties gone awry, lovely laziness and excruciating loneliness. My weekend actually started Thursday night with Theo. We met for cocktails at a wonde...


April 18, 2002

SNAFU

Yesterday, I went to one of our company-wide learning-session meetings. These are long, drawn-out meetings that get really, really boring. My ass inevitably falls asleep while sitting for thos...


April 16, 2002

Is it Cold in Here?

I feel a chill in the air coming from Ethan’s direction. I’m just a little pissed at myself for writing all that stuff about wanting to get to know him before I let anything happen with him,...


What is it about lips? Whenever I’m with someone I find attractive, I seem to concentrate on them. Fixate on them. No, I barely look at the eyes. It’s the lips that capture me and hold my at...


(continued from previous, Act III…) Set #3: Sexy and full. Handsome. No, Gorgeous. So, so happy. Always smiling in a way that you can’t help yourself but blush and smile back. Wholesome a...


A Attitude. I can’t seem to adjust it. I’m nervous about every little thing going on in my life right now. Why can’t I relax?? B Balance. I don’t think I’ve ever had a time in my life whe...


April 06, 2002

Slept In.

Mmmmmmmnnnnmmm. How wonderful to sleep in today. I woke up at 11:00, and have been just lounging around ever since. I can’t remember the last time I’ve been so lazy. Had major, MAJOR deadlin...


April 03, 2002

Fun at Work

Um.. It’s 10:30 PM. I’m still at work. I did this last night too. What’s wrong with this picture? I mean, I have to turn my line in tomorrow and all. But…..this is getting ridiculous. Need...


Hi Kids, Here we are, at the first of the month again. I wonder why I keep doing this, because I only find myself disappointed every month. Who knows? Maybe by doing this exercise every mont...


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