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No time to really write an entry. I’ve got to pack all my shit and leave London for Belgium in just a few minutes now. But of course, I couldn’t resist a peek at OD and my e-mail. Was at ...

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Last night’s little exercise in “faking it” was just plain foolish. I should know better. Secret Agent Guy is so not for me. I thought that maybe I could psych myself into liking him. Nope. ...

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Procrastinating on the packing. I just want to sit here and type, type, type. My apartment’s a mess, and I’m supposed to do something with my friend Kim tonight. But it’s already after six an...

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Yes folks, the passport expediting service does really work! I left work early to make sure there were no SNAFUs with the service or FedEx, and sure enough, when I walked through the door of my...

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Having lots of trouble dragging my ass out of bed in the morning lately. Not really sure why. I’ve always been so good at getting up super early. Maybe all those mornings of getting up so ear...

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Sitting here this morning. Just don’t feel like going into work this morning. Of course I will. It’s just the procrastination bug is hitting me hard right now. Never did find the damn pass...

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Dude sleeps in my bed as I write this quick entry. He didn’t get in my bed until I got out of it at 9:00 this morning. He fell asleep on my couch last night, and though I pretended to be aslee...

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Well. Nothing like a snowstorm to add to the stress of the weekend! It started snowing here early this afternoon, and by the time I had to take Dude to the airport, it was downright nasty. Th...

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For not saving that drunken entry last night. Whew. Now can you just help me get rid of this constant, nagging nervousness? Can you help me find time to slow down a little bit and not play ...

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Well, once again, I have a million things to write. But I’ll probably keep it kinda short since I am simply exhausted. The weekend with Canuk was fantastic. It was the extra couple of days th...

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You know what that means? I’m nervous as hell! The state of my apartment. The state of my job. The state of the union. The state of the WORLD! I’m so fussed up right now. I’ll be flying i...

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Well, I continued to ride the wave of the success of Friday’s presentation for…oh, about three minutes at work today. Then I was buried in e-mails, photos, and sketches. And now everyone wants ...

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Went out with Strange Salsa guy last night. Hadn’t even realized that earlier in the week we’d semi-firmed up plans for last night (?). Not a good night. Before we went to the salsa place, ...

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Just got back from a late breakfast with my friend Kimmy and her fiancé. I knew Kimmy in Dallas. We used to work for the same company when I first moved there, and then she also worked for one...

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Saturday morning and I feel so wonderful! Presentation is over, and I’ve had a good 12 hours of gllllooooorious sleeeeeeppp! Yesterday’s presentation (the one I’d spent weeks preparing….includ...

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Back from gorgeous, sunny, Southern California. Ouch. Was painful to return to snow falling. Still falling just a little bit. Just enough to slop up the streets and make me dread getting b...

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Desperately feel the need to write an entry. Been so entrenched in putting together this presentation the past few days that I feel like I’ve had little time to do anything else. But oh so muc...

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…and thinking of taking some cough medicine cuz I know if I don’t this cough will keep me awake the rest of the night. I went to a wine tasting thing tonight. Twas fun. Met some guy after th...

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But it ain’t very pretty.

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Sheesh. OD is running super slowly and I don’t know if I’m going to have time to post an entry. Feeling quite frustrated as of late. My weekend consisted of two things: (1) trying to sleep o...

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I’ve got it. That heavy, heavy crud lodged deep my chest and my head. I’ve tried so hard to avoid and fight this crap, but I must’ve picked something up when I was in New York or something. I...

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Back. Exhausted, but back. I knew I would be groggy after a full week in New York. And of course, a full week gave me enough time to get a bit emotional about the city. What’s there. Who’s ...

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Canuk called while I was at the gym last night, taking the worst class I’ve ever participated in and then trying to do some extra weights to make up for it. First of all, I mixed my days up and...

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“Sorry for being a pain last night. I know you were tired and I was a little out of it. Looking forward to seeing you and spending some time together. Have a safe trip and I’ll be waiting f...

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See? It was just one of those painful waves of loneliness, and now I’m over it. For a little while. Until the next wave hits. Kinda like a period cramp, if ya know what I mean. For me, they...

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