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Nov. 8: Ransacked
Someone broke into one of my storage spaces. I’m not sure when. I haven’t been into the spaces since EXMS moved out. Just wasn’t able to bring myself to do it for some reason. So one of th...
Nov. 7: Friday Morning Preparations
Got another big presentation this morning. What am I going to WEAR?? I’m happy it’s Friday. I’m really getting ramped up and there’s so much that I want to do! I’m so tired of being tired a...
Nov. 6: Decorating (Thinking) Out Loud
What I think I want to do to my place (of course, subject to change on a whim!): Dining Table: Found an antique place in a little town nearby. Id found a trestle table there a few months ag...
Nov. 5: Positive Reinforcement
WOW! So much excitement is contagious!! I love it! I’m ready for fresh new ideas and a new way of thinking. Not only with the new regime, but with my life too. I think that little changes ar...
Nov. 4: Election Day
Today, I elect to make it a good day. I have a confession that I’m truly ashamed of. I did not get out and early vote, and I can’t vote now because I’m in New York. I wanted to early vote, ...
Nov. 3: Quick, Before I Go
On my way back to NYC this morning. Another quickie trip, but it still disrupts things a bit and I’m going to have to scramble when I get back. I’m tired of travel (and to think, got the BIG C...
Nov. 2: Since I’m Up
Just back from another night out with the girls (and their guys). This time another birthday celebration (Anna’s…and we’re still squeaking mine in too) at a very expensive steak/seafood place c...
Nov. 1: Dark Angel
I’m staring at a blank page. Not sure really where to start this NOJOMO. I guess I’ll just type whatever comes out. Remember yesterday, I said I needed to run out at lunchtime to gather the l...
Out of Practice
Time to shape up. Tomorrow is the beginning of NOJOMO, and not only am I going to need to get myself back in writing shape, I think its a great time to get the rest of my shit together, too. ...
Seriously?
I know this situation is getting really old and tiresome, but that confrontation with EXMS has thrown me back into the depths of despair. And now that I really don’t have any sliver of hope to ...
Birthday Torment *edit*
Shoulda written last night. Supposed to be getting ready for work. This will be quick. I woke on my 41st to tears. I woke on the sofa where I’d drifted off the night before. The morning jus...
The Sun Sets on 40
Tomorrow is my 41st birthday. TMG’s masquerade party was last night. When I jokingly suggested that we should combine it with my birthday, he agreed! In fact, even though I don’t really know...
A Story. In Parts (VI)
(Part 6 in a continuing [maybe not] series) Yeah, well. We are almost caught up to the present. In fact, I think Ill speed through some stuff so I can simply catch up with my LIFE here. Yes...
A Story. In Parts. (V)
(Part 5 in a continuing series) Finally! Im sorry Im so slow to update. I really need to start practicing if Im going to do the NoMoJo or whatever the hell it is in November, right? Aneee...
A Story. In Parts. (IV)
(Part 4 in a continuing series) Okay. Heres where it gets interesting. Hot Neighbor Dad (HoNeDa? Oh hell, lets just call him Anthony) and I started doing this kind of funny thing where I...
Bullets in Between
The Story. In Parts. is long and tedious. Thats a clue. Ive become very attached to TMG. At this point, I dont know what Id do without him. We text first thing in the morning. We us...
A Story. In Parts. (III)
(Part 3 in a continuing series) OK. Last left off, Id met the stranger (discovered he was a neighbor!) at a concert. Id given him my number and he told me he wanted to see me soon. He call...
Bubbles and Ick.
I guess I was one of the 50 diaries hacked into yesterday because I had to get a new password. Were any of you (faves) corrupted too? Speaking of corrupted, I had quite a night last night. Yo...
A Story. In Parts. (II)
(Part 2 in a continuing series) Cindy, my friend and counterpart at work, asked me a few weeks ago if Id like to go see a show at a venue close to my place. Might as well, I thought much bett...
A Story. In Parts. (I)
Ive been dying to tell you a story for weeks now. Its an unfolding story that (I hope) continues to lay itself before me like a brilliant, confusing, entertaining, baffling, horrible-yet-hila...
And Lest You Forget
Remember all the foreshadowing? Remember that your relationship was volatile from the very, very beginning? Remember throwing yourself on the floor? Remember how quickly he got to you? Remem...
Delete, Delete, DELETE!!**
Today, before my BIG, important presentation, I clicked on Facebook to take a peek. Wouldn’t you know I found yet MORE pix, and this time, her NAME! Just the fact that she indeed has a name an...
Sorry About This *edit*
Oh crap, another entry about him… The notes reassure me that EXMS is simply not right (for me anyway), but all I’m really left with now is the harsh realization that I’m single once again. I’m...
Question Marks
I’m so weary from writing about EXMS. This very well may be the last entry I write about him. I’m not kidding. But something weird happened at therapy yesterday, and I just need to get this o...
I’ll Make This Simple
I was asked in my last entry why I’m not attracted to TMG (hi [Parliament]). Well, the very simple answer is that he is a LOT like EXMS, believe it or not. Not so much in features (though he i...
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