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What Does This Mean??
So Boss has been super, duper nice to me the last few days. Like, wanting to be all chatty and personal with me. What does that mean? She’s feeling guilty and bad that she’s firing me TOMORRO...
T-minus 43 hours
Tom Petty and [smiling jack chance] are right. The wait sucks. Had another presentation today. Both Boss and Boss Party Pants showed up. I kinda rocked the house. My nemesis (I believe the ...
Waiting.
I’m waiting for my brother to call, so I thought I’d write an entry. My brother NEVER calls me, but he did today because he’s coming in town to go to this art gallery walk-thing. It surprised ...
Modern-Day Torture
The Firing didn’t happen today. I sat in my chair nauseatingly still when BPP came over to “chat” about the weekend with my boss. The chat was definitely loud enough for me to hear. It’s pret...
Easter 09
Easter, 2009. Oh my gawd. It’s 2009 already? I hadn’t really noticed. What a weekend. Or should I say, what a NON weekend. There were two good things that came out of this weekend: I didn...
You Asked. *
Ok. Ok. Ok. I know I don’t have to talk about it because I will get so much shit about it, but here goes nothing. EXMS WAS back on the scene. Where do I even start? I guess last I left off, I...
Saturday!!
So, it’s an almost work-free weekend for me! This is the first weekend since….January (?) that I haven’t gone into the office or have been on a work trip. But I have to take that back because ...
RE: Last Entry
Man, I am a spaz. That was such a manic entry. But I’m glad I wrote it because I needed to get that out. Now. 5am and I need to leave by 6 so I’ll be in the office at around 6:30. Pull the ...
Update on….what else? WORK!
Really? I still haven’t figured out OD’s “new” format. I want back in. I need to write. You would not believe the crap, and I wonder if it’s all bad, bad karma. I feel confessions coming on...
Good News!
Trying to be positive here. Yes, the good news is that I’m leaving on my trip tomorrow evening. I’m looking forward to it, even with all the extra crap work that I have to do while I’m gone. ...
Enough?
Haven’t written an entry yet in this new format. Things are tough. I’m desperately and barely hanging on to my job right now. I really want to keep it, but I just wonder if it’s worth it. I ...
Still…
Another day, another day with my job. Guess what? Remember Boss Party Pants? She’s my boss’s boss. She’s the one who I used to feel obligated to go drinking with? Yeah, she was supposed to ...
Struggle
OK. I know, I know its time for an update. Im sorry Ive been out of touch. Havent felt like writing..at ALL, and have been on the evil, poisonous facebook/time-suck site. BUT! I am catc...
What Worries Me Lately
I really fear I’m losing my job. I’m terrified and it’s paralyzing me. This sucks. Why can’t I be a normal human being and react accordingly…like start OOT#3 (Operation Outta There). I’ve do...
Shush!
So today Boss (not Boss Party Pants) called in sick, and shes never ever done that since Ive been working for her (Ive never called in sick eitherweird?). Anyway, the only meeting I had on ...
Flipped Wig
Im back from my annual January New York trip. Something always happens on the January one, and its usually snow-related, but this time it was only a little bit of snow mixed with other stuff....
Slow Start
Frustrating. Its already mid-January, the start of a sparkly new year where I was going to write and run my fanny off, and what have I done? ONE single entry and not much running. And no clo...
Brief and Unsparkly
Okay, okay. Im going to take a brief moment to wish everyone a Happy New Year! And since I AM a week late and drowning in catch-up work here at the office, this will definitely be brief. I h...
Almost Over
I took the damn survey while waiting for my old high school crush to come in town (I thought he’d be here much, much earlier…like right now, but I’m happy for this time of reflection). He won’t...
Looking.
So. I went running yesterday and then blew it all on sourdough pancakes with my friend Matt. Not only that, scrambled eggs and mimosas! Dee-lish. My hips are swelling with gratitude. Or som...
Smirkbook
Still struggling to break out. I suppose that yes, this is a process. Even my therapist says that. And if I think about it, getting LDL out of my life (relationship before EXMS) was a process...
On Coming Clean
(among other things) Well hello there! Im taking a break from todays project: cleaning out my clothes closet! Oh man, what a JOB! I have a large walk-in (make that two large walk-ins now ...
Comfort and Joy
Nice to be at Mom & Dad’s for Christmas. Really nice. Happy Holidays. Here’s to a better, brighter, more peaceful 2009.
*sigh*
I checked out of OD for a while, and it shows. Just like it shows when I havent worked out and let myself physically go a bit. UGH! Its frustrating. But I know what to do and I know how to...
Cacique
This is Cacique. They drink this in Costa Rica, but I heard a couple of different explanations on how to drink it. I heard that you can mix it with tropical fruit juices. But I also heard tha...
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