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It seems to be a cloudy, rainy day all over the country. Good time to catch up with my diary (though I’m skipping the gym—bad Ginger! I just don’t feel like getting out into the rain and making...

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I am severely depressed today. I can’t even get into recapping the Girls Trip. Perhaps that’s one of the reasons I’m so sad? Let down? It has to be. It is the very end of summer, and I ha...

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I’m such a crybaby, aren’t I (previous entry)? I didn’t want to leave it at that. Those entries, while sometimes necessary for me (extremely therapeutic), sometimes leave me feeling uncomfortab...

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I know you’re expecting an update on the Girls’ Trip, but I’m still processing it (as well as organizing the photos!), so I’m going to give you this little update instead (had set up this date b...

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…about 30 minutes before my girls get here and we start our NOLA ROADTRIPPPP! I’m looking forward to some serious girl chit-chat! And then major sparkle and sizzle in New Orleans!! I’m not bri...

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Middle of the night. I can’t sleep. I’m back to sleeping on the couch again. Have been for weeks now (besides the nights I’ve spent with K.). That bed makes me sad sometimes, and it’s bord...

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Staring at my computer screen when I should be doing a million other things, so I think I’ll start here and write an entry and then see where that leads me. I am working on a freelance project ...

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Drew, the RAD from last entry, sent me an email, which I find confusing. I was not the best company, still I got this: ”Glad you could come out to play last night. I get to take a nice girl o...

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Name: Drew Age: 42 Relationship Status: Single, never married, no kids Occupation: Some kind of computer geek Length of Date: 2 hours What We Did: Met for dinner at seafood place of my choo...

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Okay. Shortly after I wrote yesterday’s entry, I got a text from K. asking me out on a date…for last night. He’s so last minute. Some people don’t care about stuff like that, but I do. Reg...

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I got nothing accomplished yesterday, and today I’m completely frustrated. I spent too large a chunk of yesterday thinking about K. and what that’s all about. I don’t take sex lightly, and in ...

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Welllll, I suppose it’s time to write THAT entry. You know, I promised sex talk in the last entry, right? I’ve been thinking and thinking about what I want to say, and I’m not 100% sure just y...

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Friday again! They don’t feel as exciting when you’re not working. I’ve been feeling a little meh lately, though my meeting with MM (my new mentor) was very inspirational and I might get some ...

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First of all, thank you so very much to everyone who sent me helpful tidbits of information regarding freelancing/consulting. I have compiled a whole list of things to consider and act upon. I...

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I have a question to ask of OD people out there (or even if you don’t have a diary and have stumbled upon this diary): Do you do freelance work? Consulting? Are you in a creative field? How...

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It now takes me two days to recover from a big night of drinking. Not worth it anymore. Plus, I spent some time reading online about the connection between alcohol and belly fat. Basically, y...

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I had NO idea about John Hughes until this morning. How very odd that I was thinking of his films yesterday morning as I wrote that entry. You will NOT believe this, but as I type, K. is sleep...

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I went to an amazing party once while I was in high school. It was held at the home of some kids in my school, a brother and sister. The house was gigantic and on the property of a private cou...

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Want to know how it WAS?? Rebounding is confusing as hell. I don’t know if I love it or I hate it, so I guess it’s good that I chose someone who really just doesn’t give a shit. And TMG is go...

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Interesting weekend. Not quite sure where to start? Perhaps the RAD? Yes, they just keep on coming!! This one just popped up as I was closing out the others. Dammit. He was interesting loo...

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Just had an awesome thunderstorm roll through, so it appears I’m awake for the day! Good morning! Today is Thursday, a week and a day after my interview, and I’m already getting ants in my pan...

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Weird weekend. First and foremost, I didn’t have my dinner date (potential RAD) last night. Tell me if this is being too difficult: He’d called me on Thursday to set up dinner on Saturday. A...

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Flew out on Tuesday afternoon, landed in the Southeast in the evening and picked up my rental car and headed to the hotel. Beautiful drive, a little bit of rain, and then…oh that LAKE!! That g...

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I leave for my interview tomorrow. Actual meeting is on Wednesday morning. Today I finally finished my presentation, went to Office Depot to get a presentation binder (my presentation is 30 pa...

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I’m up. Cafe au lait by the bucketload. Trying to work on this project, and it just. won’t. budge. It’s frustrating because I wanted to have it pretty much complete yesterday. I’m sorta the...

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