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May 15
Yesterday I was uncharacteristically, irritable, and tired. I realize now it’s because I did some yard work and I am not used to doing that on a hot day. But it was good to push myself. This morn...
May 14 reflections etc
Monday. I did my usual grocery shopping had fun talking to the manager manager of Aldi. I thanked him for talking to me because I don’t know many people these days. I rarely talk to people and I ...
May 12
I talked to my mother today, but I doubt if she could hear me because I don’t believe in the supernatural. I thanked her for being such a great mother. Her goodness lives on inside me. sometimes ...
May 9 reflections and events
I am extremely relieved the mating season seems to be over for my two birds. When Maxi would lay an egg, I would throw it in the garbage and feel bad about it because I can’t have a whole bunch o...
Yelling in anger
Every night I have intense dreams. I think it’s because of the Prozac I take. That and a lot of bullshit in my subconscious. I have to admit it’s entertaining. Such as the erotic dream a couple n...
May 5 reflections and incidents
Today I commented on someone’s entry on a journal site. I found it interesting what they had to say, but I disagreed with some of it because it was like black-and-white stuff. No middle ground. I...
Loving kindness
Years ago, interested curious about Buddhism I read about loving kindness. As a way of life and being. At first, I thought it was a bit airheaded because I had once been a spiritual seeker like s...
Quit/Lose/Less/More
My mood this morning is very positive and energetic. Changes and Quittings have helped a lot. Years ago I quit drugs and alcohol. That took some practice but I got it now. I quit my stupid addi...
April 29
I recently remembered how after my father would hit me, and I would sometimes fall to the floor. He would ridicule me for what he considered over reacting. Yes, if somebody hits you, you roll wit...
