Sumido ⋅ 44

[Sumido: (adj.) vanished, hidden] - I used to be alone all the time when I was a kid. My only friends were the guys on the posters on my walls: Slash, Nikki Sixx, Lou Reed, etc... Besides music, they all did Heroin, too and so, I've always wanted to try it. In 2004, I finally did and for the 1st time in my life, I felt "OK" in my own skin. Feeling depressed was normal to me until Heroin made it go away for a moment but now that I know that it's possible to feel "OK", it's even harder to go back.