Sex, it is a complicated thing in My Thoughts

I the last entry I made a brief mention of my sex life, or currently lack thereof. It got me thinking about how I got to be where I am today. I’m a little fucked up in my opinion but I don’t believe most people know that. I figure I will start with my earliest recollections and move forward from there. From the first experience that I remember to my current lack of sex. A sexual timeline so to speak. This could take a couple of entries. :)

It all started with Jeff S. (names have not been changed to protect the innocent) I had to be in around 4th grade. We lived at the farm at that time so I should be pretty close to the correct age. We left the farm when I started middle school and I had known Jeff for some time at this point and he was the closest neighbor of my age at the time. We were up in the treehouse - yes I actually had a treehouse - and he showed me something new. My world was opened up the wonderful pleasures of masturbation. He had the weirdest way of doing it but since it was new to me at the time I thought nothing of it. He showed me how to spin my cock between my thumb and first two fingers and for a tiny prepubescent cock it worked great.

Next in line came Cindy, she was my little sister friend and this was about the same time frame. I really don’t remember much about her other than the fact that she was skinny (super skinny) and had one of those short Dorthy Hamill bobs. I just dated myself and this experience for a lot of people. All I remember is being in one of the upstairs bedrooms and shotting plastic bb at her pussy. Weird I know but that is all that I remember, those little yellow plastic bb stuck to the sides of her pussy while she held it open. (remember this is a no judgment zone) That is something I have not thought about since I don’t know when. But clearly, it was the first hit that I can remember of liking weird shit.

That pretty much wraps up the Farmhouse years masturbation and looking at my sister’s friend’s pussy. I will move on to more interesting items next time.