I'm Back... I think in My Thoughts

Well, I am back and I am going to give this another try. My mind is bogged down with thoughts of work, home, love and family. Truth be told I am not even sure where to start there is so much. Most of the time these days I feel like I am just going through the motions and not even really living the life I am meant to and I am hoping if I start to write some of it down I will begin to understand where I need to change and what direction I need to point myself in…

I got really pissed off at Barbara today. For those who don’t know she is a friend I work with. A good person at heart but at times I find her intolerable. I just want to scream “What the Fuck” is wrong with you! Can you not get your head out of your ass for one moment and realize that the entire department does not revolve around you and the damn class you are taking. I ended up walking out of the room. I came back later and she apologized but the problem I can’t let it go. I am still pissed and I don’t know how to let it go anymore. So I sit here stewing over something that really is nothing and hating myself for it.