Killing demons in Book 1

I wish I didn't miss you.. 

I wish I didn't hope every ding on my phone was you...

I wish you didn't give up...

I wish you just wanted to talk to me...

I wish we could just watch TV again...

I wish I didn't feel the need to write this...

I wish that when I try to talk to women I didn't think " they're just not you" 

I wish I hated you and the way that you're so cold now 

I wish I wasn't so petty.. 

I wish I could let go of this false hope 

I wish you would just say "so" 

I wish you just loved me enough