I spent hours trying to think of a good Disney-themed porn title... in The Stuff That's Not Interesting But Is The Most Interesting Stuff I'll Write

Richard and I have been trying to make plans to see each other for ages but it just never panned out. Next week I begin my new job, teaching at the school where he is currently enrolled as a student. I think we both have mixed emotions about what that means exactly, but we’re both just heading straight ahead with it.

So we planned to meet up for Happy Hour with our mutual friend Nate. What I hadn’t realized was that it was apparently not just Nate because it was Xavion’s birthday.... so it was Nate, Matt, Sam, Malcom, Enrique, Xavion, Richard and myself. That is an INCREDIBLY large group of people for me to hangout with. Furthermore, we were joined by Travis, who was this guy I dated briefly in October and November.

There was the usual kind of drama that happens when groups of gay men get together, Enrique and Xavion were really catty toward each other, but I started laughing when I realized that every one of these guys has had my dick in his mouth at some point in time. This grouping was a big deal because I didn’t have a single panic attack even though we were at the bar where I got into a bar fight on Christmas night.

I could not tell you the last time I was out and didn’t have some kind of panic attack or anxiety meltdown. We’d all known each other for years, in fact, the guys I’d known the least amount of time were Matt, Sam and Malcom, but Matt and I had fucked Travis together several times, I was there when Malcom got tied up and fucked for his first time, and Sam and I had been at least two summer orgies together.... so we were still completely comfortable together.

I will say that Travis’ little life update cracked me up. He was originally from LA and worked for 12 years as a cameraman for porn studios (straight and gay) and was always lamenting about the fact that there was no work up here for him to do because nobody wants to hire a porn cameraman in the Capital City of California because of how conservative it is. He spent the last year or so working as a driver for UberEats and DoorDash.

That’s why I laughed when he told me what was going on with him; he was moving back to Los Angeles because he got a job doing Quality Control for Disney+. So, if porn is on your resume and you can’t find anyone to hire you, Disney is always an option.

It was good to spend time with my friends and feel normal for once. Until I woke up the next morning in Sam’s bed and had a total freakout. But the fact that I delayed it so long in the first place is quite remarkable.

No, I didn’t have sex with Sam… I mean, we slept together and I sleep-grope instead of sleepwalk so I’m sure something happened, but I honestly have no idea, although my ass was sore the next morning… so maybe I finally bottomed. Who cares, I really don’t. It’s not the first time and it probably won’t be the last.