I looked at the general purpose invocation… I could use it to assist me with finding a new job, but I’m not sure. At the moment it’s hard to say what I want. Money, sure, but Nitika didn’t help massively. I think I need to continue my practice in general. Maybe I should do some new sigils. Anyway it’s 00:44, late, but I need to do my NAP ritual, as well as the Middle Pillar. I’ll do what I usually do, and run through my version of the Bornless One Invocation three times. No calls to any specific entities other than Arzel, just Uncrossing, NAP, Middle Pillar, Bornless One, then another Uncrossing Ritual at the end (yes with candles).
I intended on reading through It Works again, but ah, I didn’t do so. I feel a bit lost at the moment. I’m not sure really what I want… It makes working with any clear direction difficult.
4:18 Okay so as it happens, I didn’t end up completing the ritual. I lit the candles, did the first Uncrossing Ritual, put on the NAP relaxation ritual, and relaxed a little too much it seems. I woke up about ten minutes ago feeling pretty confused before realising okay, I had fallen asleep.
I said it before, I should do this stuff in the evening, not wait until I’m ready to sleep. It’s now 4:20 and it’s time to actually sleep. I’ll try again tomorrow.
Last updated September 21, 2019