i want to quit my job.
i shouldn’t, (the money is too good), i just want to.
on the bright side i guess i can let myself get a little bit ‘loose’ (take break-walks more frequently, not be so paranoid about people seeing me do non-work stuff on the computer screen, allow myself to be a few minutes late… etc) since i don’t really want to be here anymore anyway – what does it matter.
i may elaborate at some point. it’s just become too stressful and the expectations are unrealistic for what it is.
i will update my resume and start figuring out my new moves in the meantime.