Here’s how things are:
Good. Getting better. I feel better now that I’m catching on. I’m doing mostly everything on my own. And I do really love getting off at 4:30.
8:00-4:30 is so much better than 8-6. Lol. The Bossman makes me nervous. He kind of expects perfection and for me to know EVERYTHING right now off the top of my head instantly but he’s that type of person. I was warned by multiple people. Even today - a lady called and he told me to transfer it to him. I did and eventually she asked for his email (he had her on speaker- we were the only ones left in the office) and he gave it but she questioned the company name in the email. “Did you say blah or blahblah .com?” And his response? “Well you’re the one that called me so you should know that.”
Why be mean about it? Just repeat the email. Jesus.
Still owes me $1,500. I’ve been messaging and she says this week. I’m hoping because I want to spend money. I get paid this Friday too so I’m excited.
Dream fucking boat.
I’m so happy. I mean. It’s not all rainbows. There’s times he annoys me and some of it is just me being too much. He has the ability to pass out in SECONDS and sometimes I just don’t want to sleep. He sleeps so much. Lol. Like NO I NEED MORE ATTENTION STOP SLEEPING. Haha.
It’s a learning curve for me too. I never dated someone with kids so that’s definitely new for me. Like I mention I want to go camping this summer with him and when I say that- I mean- I want to go out where there’s no phones, no tv, no gaming. Me. Him. Alone time. Hiking. Fire. Food. Alcohol. Sex all weekend type of trip. THATS MY THOUGHTS. He says, “oh yeah camping would be fun… we can bring A” (his daughter). And I feel like I can’t be selfish and say no. We could go twice, yeah. Once with her and once alone- right? I don’t want him to think I don’t want to spend time with his daughter but I am not used to thinking “oh yeah there’s a child I have to include in these plans”. Sometimes I just want to be selfish and have him to myself.
I still wouldn’t trade it for anything. He’s so great and he makes my heart so happy. I was irritated the other day. He spent the night and I don’t know. I didn’t sleep well or something because I woke up in a mood. Just bleh. He asked me what was wrong like 928 times. Nothing- I was just tired.
So I get some from work and about 20 minutes later, my doorbell rings. He is there with flowers and dinner. He made me steak, potatoes, and veggies. He did all the cooking and cleaning. Just because I wasn’t in a good mood and he wanted to cheer me up.
The sweetest ❤️
Anyway. I was going to write more but it’s storming now. I hate storms. Hate hate hate. Especially when I’m alone. So I’m going to go get ready for bed and hopefully be able to fall asleep.
I can’t wait for that laptop some day!