Blah in Ramblings

  • Feb. 14, 2019, 12:57 p.m.
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I tried cauliflower for the first time tonight and I liked it. I made it with breadcrumbs and Parmesan cheese in the oven. I honestly think I would have liked it fine without the breadcrumbs. I am going to try it again. It was super filling and satisfying.

I think I’m going to try the buffalo cauliflower bites. It sounds sooo good.

When I eat healthy, I feel like this should be really easy.. the dieting thing. Healthy food tastes so much better. But then I start getting stressed out and want to stuff my face with all the stuff I can find.

I need a break from Reed. That starts today. I just can’t anymore. I’ve been giving him a ride to work and every day I feel like I fall in love and break up all at the same time. It’s wrecking hell on my emotions. I just can’t bring myself to cross the line with him, even if my husband is okay with it or even wants to join in. Last night I told my husband some of the frustrating feelings I have surrounding Reed and he said he could see all of that and knew I wasn’t crossing lines, and to let him know if I want to do anything with him or all together. I really don’t. My husband said he thinks Reed wants to be more than friends with me. I was like… what, like sex? Like, duh. You could cut the sexual tension between us with a knife. He said like sex on the regular at least. It’s all just too emotional and confusing for me for something I don’t even actually want.

Happy in my marriage. I thought adding someone for fun would be fun. It’s not. It’s annoying and distracting.

I feel like I’m getting fed up with things in my life I’ve been doing that haven’t been making me happy. This is good. I hope to continue on this train of thought.


SammyBrite February 14, 2019

Yay for trying new food. I don't like cauliflower, it's too bland. But I've thought about making cauliflower pizza crust...and I think I might have to try the parmesan and bread crumbs cauliflower. Send me the recipe, yo!

As for Reed, I think you should just do what your heart tells you, whether it's to take a break from him or not.

lessoff February 14, 2019

oh look for a cauliflower parmesan recipe. it is an old WW one. I think it was something like olive oil sprayed on top of chopped up cauliflower and parm cheese baked in the oven for a while. I think there might have been other spices. but it is super yummy. I think back in the day on WW it was 1 point.

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