There’s a job I REALLY want to apply for.... but their website is messed up. I tried it a few days ago and it won’t let me apply. I just tried again today and it won’t let me still.
It’s an older listing so I’m sure it’s been filled. Maybe they removed it and that’s why it won’t let me actually apply.... but it’s still on Indeed.
Get this. It’s three 12 hour days.
THREE DAY WORK WEEK.
.... Okay. It’s not that particular job. I went and searched other jobs with the same company and it doesn’t let me apply to any of them so it’s the site. Worst.site.ever. I’ll look for a phone number and try to give them a call. I just tried Firefox thinking maybe it was a Chrome thing but nah. Still the same error message.
I wish it was Friday.
Not that work is stressing me out. Work has been really good lately. I’ve been actually getting a lot done which makes the day fly by.
Andy is coming over tomorrow.
Andy: I’m going to come over right after work if that’s okay with you
Me: Yes, of course
Andy: And then I’m going to give you all the kisses
Andy: not just some
Andy: ALL of them
You guys. The level of cheesy in our messages is out of this worldddddddddd. We are totally those people. Like… I’ve never really been a mushy person but he totally brings it out in me. He told last night how the days until my birthday are dragging. I was kind of like, “Well…why does that matter” and he said, “Because it’s your birthday. It’s an important day and I want to make it special for you.”
He’s just so sweet to me. It’s on a level that I’m not used to. It’s on a level that’s going to spoil me for LIFE. If anything happens between Andy and I and I have to re-enter the dating pool, there’s no way I could go back to the Shawns, Jeremys and Timmys of the world. Now that I’ve experienced this type of dating........ the type where you don’t overthink or question every single thing… the way it’s SUPPOSED to be.... I just can’t go back to allowing guys to treat me like those guys did.
So tomorrow.... I’m going to make a roast. I’m super excited to be able to cook for him because we have similar taste in foods so it makes thing easy. He likes spicy and I LOVE spicy so that works out well. Others I’ve tried to cook for.... thought normal taco seasoning was too spicy -_-
Speaking of food. Man.
I gained so much weight from the holidays. Okay maybe not SO MUCH. I originally lost about 10lbs before the holidays. I gained 7 of that back BUT going back on eating better for the past week - I’m down again. Um. Down 4-5lbs but water weight and all that stuff.
Also.... my period is officially 15 days late. I’m chalking it up to stress (payroll) because I did take a pregnancy test and it was negative.
SPEAKING OF THAT THOUGH.
My sister randomly messages me yesterday
Sis: You know what I was thinking?
Me: What’s that?
Sis: You should freeze your eggs.
........................ um what? Lol.
Me: Lol what? Um. Maybe give me a couple years before I think about that.
Sis: No, you have the procedure now because your eggs are much better quality then you can use them whenever.
Me: Hahaha. Isn’t 35 the high risk age? I’d wait until 35 for all that.
Sis: Ok 35 it is. Start saving now.
I shared all this with BFF because we were chatting last night. She got into her “um, no. You can’t have a kid before my wedding because I need you to drink.”
That always makes me laugh because .... I don’t PLAN on getting pregnant before her wedding but if I did… I’m pretty sure I could still drink. Having a child won’t make me not want to celebrate my BFF getting married. My entire family will be at the wedding. I’m sure they could handle a baby. But it’s not going to happen. I don’t want it to happen. But it’s literally almost a year away and she still hasn’t planned one.thing.at.all. The only thing she needs to do is to book the hall. We can’t plan ANYTHING until that is done. They’ve been engaged like.... three years? Oh. Only two years but still! She wants a very very extravagant wedding and she keeps pushing off booking a hall. She procrastinates a lot and I just know that’s only going to make the planning so fucking stressful. Why not make things easier? She always gets so stressed out about her lack of time to do things but it’s her fault for being lazy. I feel like I have to get on her case about this because it’s going to make MY life stressful and that’s what I’m trying to avoid this year. So maybe when she comes down this weekend I’ll tell to get on it and I’ll warn her that I’m going to start pestering her about it. She complains that her and her boy never gave time but YOU’RE OFF THREE DAYS A WEEK. You find time to do other things together.
Anyway. I should go. I have 9 minutes left, a fresh cup of coffee to drink, some stuff to finish. I’m going to the grocery store tonight and to see the twins.
Then I’m going home to finish cleaning my room out. I cleaned my closet and last night I finished painting my dresser (FINALLY). I’m super excited about the level of motivation I’ve had lately. So much stuff is getting done and it’s such a great feeling.