I don’t know why but I’m quite moody and cranky today. Maybe it’s because I didn’t get enough sleep – but the two-hour nap I just woke up from hasn’t helped things much. In fact, I have a vague lingering headache.
We were forced to go to the auditorium in the second hour for the inaugural ceremony of some science conference. I don’t give two shits about that. I was texting and talking throughout the whole thing, despite what those little “discipline” bitches said about keeping quiet. Yeah fuck that.
I was dead tired by the end of the day. The computer bitch made me solve something on the board expecting me to get it wrong because I’d dozed off. I did it 100% correct and the expression on her face was Kodak-worthy. lol. It’ll be a long time before she messes with me again.
It’s not just cranks at this point I guess. There’s just a deep unrest withing me and I can’t put a finger on it. Something to do with Felix, of course. I suddenly asked Nidhitha today if I did the right thing putting myself in this situation again.
I dunno. I have a feeling there’s going to be some distance between us now because… I feel like he’ll just continue being busy and it’ll be difficult to feel close to him then.
I don’t know. Maybe I’m hormonal or reacting to something else
Will watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind tonight. Better get some work done first though.
Last updated January 11, 2017