all it did was make her stop in NoJoMo 2016
- Nov. 14, 2013, 12:05 a.m.
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My mood has been crap all day long. I get so tired of worrying about other peoples moods, of stepping on toes, of upsetting others, I upset myself. Patience wears thin, I forget things, I get clutzy because I am not paying attention. All my thoughts turn inward to the dark and angry place.
Doesn't help that I quit smoking. At least when I was smoking, I could have a calming nicotine fix. I can't do that any longer.
And, I can't very well exercise the mood away being only a week post-op.
So I sit here, and stew and think a lot of "fuck you"s towards people.
I am hoping that tomorrow will be a better day. Not sure what I'll do if it isn't.
Deleted user ⋅ November 14, 2013
Ah, one of those days. I get them, too. When I hurt my back and couldn't work out, I escaped through movies or casual gaming (things like hidden object or adventure games, with lots of puzzles). Just another world where there were no jerkfaces. Or, at least none that weren't vanquished in the end. Stupid jerky people who act like stupid jerks. Harumph.