Ghost in Poetry

I don't know anymore 
I don't know what this is 
I don't know who I am 
I feel so close to giving up 
I don't know what to do 
I wish you would reach out
Everything hurts
And throbs, and twitches
And longs and waits
Nothing matters like it used to
I just want to crawl into a hole
And be born someone else...
Somewhere else...