44 and dating a 19 year old (pics) in 2025

4:41 am This is probably gonna get me a lot of hate. If anyone reads this but, I rarely get notes… So? Yeah. A few days ago I was angry and I randomly added people on Snapchat. You know how it says add this person or whatever at the top right corner? When I’m bored I’ll randomly scroll through those people and see if they have a public profile.

It all started like that. One random add and me saying I want to make out with your pussy but at the same time I want to romance you. Smooth, I know.

She’s two hours away…

I told her that I don’t want to catch feelings for her and it happened. Like, I enjoy talking to her. I told a friend of mine that’s my age, or older? I think she’s a little older than me but I told her and she said it could be fun. If not then it’s someone to talk to and I’ve enjoyed talking to her. She snaps me all the time and sends me random photos of herself. It’s cute.

I replied back to one photo saying if only you were closer and she asked if I’d dick her down. Not gonna lie, I said I totally would. I didn’t get blocked.

I showed my friend a photo and she kind of hesitated before saying she’s cute. She’s THIN. I like thin.

I guess I’ll see where this goes. Maybe I’ll come back all, hey y’all I had a date with that girl and I made out with her pussy. But who knows. Two hours is a ways away and I’d have to rent a car. Setting me back on my motorcycle.

A little while ago she sent me a photo and I told her to love me already. Weird? She said she already does. Fuck.

Do I look my age? Maybe? I don’t know. But I do know that I get more girls who are younger than me than girls my age or 30 year olds.

I’m starting to understand why older guys (rich and good looking or good looking older guys) date younger girls. It’s new and then girls our age have kids and it’s a hassle to land a date. Then they’re damaged from the last guy and I always get (the few times I do land someone my age) the ones who take the red flags from the other guy and stick them into you. I don’t like that you drink. It’s just a coconut blended margarita. I don’t like that you make this much money. I don’t like that you have no idea what to do with your life. Are you mum too? I get the weird ones.

The mean ones.

Then you get the younger ones who don’t have kids, go to college and wanna hang out and go for a walk. Or get burgers at 2 in the morning. And what am I doing? Rotting in bed as I play Xbox or watch some YouTube video about people passing away in underwater caves.

It’s different. Or I’m still immature.

Normally I’ll hint at never dating or getting involved with someone younger to discourage everyone that may show interest but this time, I’ll go for it. Let’s see how this goes.

Maybe I’ll change my mind in a day or two? Maybe she’ll find someone there? For now, I’m enjoying her constantly messaging and random photos.

I know I’ve felt like I was in the sky. Work has been amazing and talking to her most of the night because she’s a night owl has really made my nights fun. BUT…

There is always a but; she’s two hours away.

And I told her that I’d like to take her out and get her some food, and make out with her pussy. She said I can. I asked where? She goes, in your car. I DON’T HAVE A CAR!!

But I’m making $31 an hour at work so I can afford to rent a car. But then I’ll be setting myself back on my motorcycle and I’m torn. I really want that motorcycle but at the same time, what if I miss out ON a lasting relationship? One of those crazy ones that knocks you on your ass. Like that quote where the guy says, what does he say?

Give me a moment while I go look it up.

I vaguely remember it going like this (it’s from a movie or something but I heard it on a song).

“We have a good time. One of those life altering, knocks you on your ass, but I wish it could be more; but this is all I get.”

What if my biggest fear is where my love is? The idea of my other half being younger than me makes my stomach hurt. But then I’m all how many girls did I turn down because of their age? Like 5. I don’t count them but I have really good luck getting younger girls into me. Until I hint in a not so nice tone that I could never date someone younger than me. They don’t believe me when I say I’m old.

I just want my own babe okay? And she loves cats and eats seafood. Two super rare things. Girls hate cats. They always like dogs and hate cats. And more than half the world HATES seafood as much as they hate cats.

FUCK.