Calm Like A Bomb in Book 1

hah, I didn't even last a day. 

Anyway, 

I asked an ex the other day if she remembers how calm I used to be in stressful situations and/or crises and how it'd sometimes tick 'em off. I said I'm just a super, laid-back person. And SHE said, like actually said this, that they did. But also how then months would go by and something small would happen and I would explode like a supernova and not act right for weeks. 

Well, I never. 

No wonder they're an ex. 

Anyway, 

If a person dates a trans person does that change the orientation of said person? It shouldn't, right? But...this question is too big for my brain. 

Anyway, 

There are forks in the road and I wish I could melt them all down into one giant fork and use it as a sled. Or, at least, put wheels on it. I don't want to decide these thing. 

Anyway, 

I've decided to read the GOT books...it's just, there's so many words. Who has really that much to say? If you could write one great book or a number of mediocre books (looking at you Dan Brown, Patterson, Steele, Pico...you know what? this list could be half the industry), I think I know which I'd choose. I shouldn't judge tho...I doubt I could even write one if I tried. 

Anyway, 

WHAT happened to Mindless Self Indulgence? I kno, why am I asking? Just google it.