Untitled... in A Day in the Life

  • Sept. 13, 2022, 11:38 a.m.
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I have a pretty good idea of how it all began. That one summer here at the building.....three other female tenants and myself were friends. We were planning a summer bash for the building. The three of them had a falling out with me, then never let me back into the group. I was ousted. For the longest time it bothered the hell out of me. Not anymore. If you go back into my journal’s archive, you may be able to find this turn of events. After that, the three of them ostracized me, big-time. Karma has a way of coming back on you , though because I don’t think that the three of them are as tight as they used to be. Threesomes never do work out. I am not thriving on ill-will or anything. It is what it is. I have no real friends here, at the building. I talk to people, but that seems to be as far as it goes. Anyway, lately I get this feeling that no one really wishes to associate with me . There is a fifty-something group that hangs out outside, in one particular place. I do not feel welcome there. They use a lot of language that is not in my vocabulary. They are crude and rude and very rough around the edges. I do not fit in, nor would I want to. I used to go where they hung out. If I said anything, I usually received no response. Never received any compliments on anything. No one ever really said much to me, period, which is why I sit on the upper bench. Unhappiness is a sickness, so proceed w/ caution when reading my entries. I mean, I hope that none of my readers block me, but I would not blame you one bit if you did. I have Bipolar 1 Disorder, major depression, anxiety, post traumatic stress disorder, and have to take Abilify for depression that is hard to treat, if that tells you anything. If you would like to be friends with me on here, that would be fine by me. If you don’t, I can’t say that I blame you. Until next time.....

Queensuzu1 September 13, 2022

Sending you a ((hug)).

chocolatechip Queensuzu1 ⋅ September 13, 2022

Thank you, Queensuzu1. I could use one right about now.

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