I was embarrass to mention to my boss I had a ministroke in August. I don’t know why I am so hard on myself. I survived a ministroke this year. Half my body always hurts. I can’t remember well yet here I am working 40 hours a week. I really should feel good I can accomplish this at all. Yes I struggle but I still try. I just wish I can explain to people when I struggle and have brain fog I am trying just let me catch up.