In a way, I feel as if I had been led on. Never develop feelings for someone whom is still entangled with someone else. You end up feeling hurt. Nothing happened, not even a kiss on the cheek. In a platonic way, we had told each other that we loved each other, in a friendship sort of way. My friend is going to have to decide whether or not he is going to make the break. I am staying out of it. I am not about to be, “the other woman”. Everything just sort of happened. I spoke to him about my emotions because he had clearly said that he was generally unhappy and that there was nothing left. What will be will be. What will not be, will not be. Not only this, but I had to go early to the hospital for fasting bloodwork. I had to get up at 3 am. I need to concentrate on my studies, and not get swept away by something that probably won’t even happen.