At least 15 times a day I catch myself going through chaos and thinking I don’t get paid enough for this shit. Even me attempting to be calm when all hell is breaking loose should be congratulated because I am known for anxiety attacks during high stress. I might look calm but my internal monologue is screaming and having a melt down. I really hope today is better.. If days keep going like this I will need a minister, therapist, exorcist or something. I am fully vaccinated yes but the mask helps me hide my look of terror. Just breathe and keep going!