I'm sorry for the isolation this has caused you with friends. I can admit, I do the same sometimes. My BFF ALWAYS has issues, and it does get tiring to hear about the same things all the time. I know there have been times I just don't check in with her cause I don't want to hear about it, or if I do talk with her, I don't even ask about her medical state, and that makes me a shitty person, for sure.