Back To Life in Help Me Please

Well hubby goes back to work and life as I knew it last week is not going to be the same. But that is okay because I like structure and routine. Well till he leaves for work and then it’s what I call ME time. But the one thing I have to do is the laundry because there is no underwear or socks or t-shirts so they need to get done. And I am so thankful for the washer and dryer because if \I didn’t have them then it would be doing laundry in the bathtub or the sink and then hang dry outside on the clothes line like my grandmother did back in the 40’s and 50’s.

And all of that cleaning we were going to do never did get done so I need to do it. And that is okay because then I know it will get done right.

Onto something else....
So Sunday is Mother’s day and I have a feeling my son will not be calling me and if he doesn’t then that will be it. I will not be reaching out to him anymore but if he wants to call me then that is fine. Why should I do anything more then what I have already done? He wanted me to say sorry and to tell him I love him and I did both of those and all I asked him to do is call me on the phone and he hasn’t. Little does he know that once he does phone then we will get back to what we once had even though it wasn’t much but something is better then nothing. I just wish my son would tell me what more he wants from me because I really do want a mother son relationship that is more then what I got now.

Onto something else....

Well it’s that time for me to stop here.
Please be kind, be calm and be safe and behave.

Last updated May 04, 2021