Recurring Contemplation... in And So It Goes....

  • April 2, 2021, 1:56 p.m.
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Coming home, while in the elevator I had a brief contemplation of quitting smoking, in order that I would not have to go outside, and so that I could simply stay in my apartment. However, if I stay in my apartment, I will get no exercise, and will rapidly go down hill. Once the weather warms up, I am thinking about spending some time at one of our local parks. There is one that is relatively adjacent to where I live. I am going to buy some books and a combination radio/ music player, and take that with me, as well. I need to get time away from this place. I am becoming very, very unhappy due to what happened between my neighbor and myself. It escalated. Now, on this end of the hall, the tension is so thick that you could cut it with a knife. I had requested an apartment on another floor, however I do not have the physical stamina to move everything by myself. It is simply too much of an endeavor. I am afraid that I could become injured, which is the last thing that I need. This afternoon, while my daughter was here to assist me, I watched a movie. Bear phoned once, during the movie. I spoke to him briefly. I then told him that I would call him after the movie. He called again. That kind of bothered me. I feel that for so many reasons, I cannot get a moment’s peace. This weekend, I am hoping, if I feel up to it, to give my livingroom a makeover. I will take the whole weekend, as it needs much organizing. My desk is a total mess. There are many knick knacks that need to be re-arranged or put back in the curio cabinet. I want to re-arrange my furniture. I think that if I can begin to get into reading, it might take me to another world, hence the possibility of becoming a lot more calm and content. Today I had my telemedicine appointment. It went well. I was becoming acquainted w/ another tenant, strictly on a friendship basis. For one particular reason, I cannot go back to that apartment. That is the end of that story. I was invited to a family gathering for Holy Saturday, however the host has not yet fully recovered from Covid-19. Therefore, I am going to decline the invitation. Another thing that I could do is go to the local thrift stores. There is The Salvation Army and Goodwill. There are a few places to go in this city, that do not take a lot of money, which is right up my alley. I hope that all of you have a Happy Easter. In the name of Jesus Christ Our Lord. Amen.


Purple Dawn April 02, 2021

Happy Easter!! I hope you find a park that you will really enjoy :)

chocolatechip Purple Dawn ⋅ April 02, 2021

Happy Easter to you, Purple Dawn! Thank you for your note.

silken April 02, 2021

I hope you have an enjoyable Easter

chocolatechip silken ⋅ April 02, 2021

And you have a Happy Easter, silken. Thank you for your note.

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