This morning, thoughts of Friday night bingo hit me like a ton of bricks. Yesterday, I was doing fairly well. Callousness and indifference are two behaviors with which I have a hard time to deal. I don’t know how people can be like that. I would help anyone, offer words of encouragement, or give them the shirt off of my back. It hurts. I can actually feel it, physically.
Yesterday, while outside another tenant commented that I “stay to myself”. Nothing could be further from the truth. I love being sociable, however our landlord would prefer that we not go to each others’ apartments due to the cock roach and bedbug problem in our building. She claimed that I do not “hang out” with anyone. I hung out with Denise, but she has been gone, to take care of her father whom is ill. Things happen. There were other issues, as well in that friendship. Things go sour. Things go awry. Here, it is very common. Presently, I have no close friends with which to hang out. It is what it is.
My case manager is picking me up at 12:45pm for my appointment w/ the cardiologist. After that, I will go to my PCP’s office to get my vitamin b12 injection, and to pick up the lab requisition slip, so that I can go have my bloodwork completed. More later.
p.s.-I would love to have a penpal via snail mail. My address is : Anne Brier, 525 Cove Rd. #307, Weirton, WV 26062. Thank you very much! :)