April 17th, 2014 in The Wanderer

I've basically been working a lot and not doing much else, but I did get two days off in a row this week! Yesterday I hung out with Orlando at our usual spot and then went to therapy....there is this girl who goes there now who really annoys me. She talks and talks about how she is too logical to have feelings and the whole group is about having feelings and the leaders keep trying to get her to admit she is feeling something (like when she is crying) and she is just like Nope I don't have feelings. Ugh. Why does she feel the need to deny feelings...it is not like they make you a "weak" person.

Lately at work I have been feeling the, "Wow I'm finally single for once in three years and I want to have fun", feeling. There were a couple of guys I was thinking of asking if they would like to hang out, but since my last shift I really think I want to ask D if he wants to chill sometime. He is 33 and I think going for an older guy is the best thing right now. It is SO weird being single. I keep telling myself, wow I can actually do this. I like the freedom. :) Anyway, I feel like I could have fun with a guy his age and won't have to deal with the immaturity aspect (hopefully, haha), and I am pretty sure he would be down to have a NSA type of thing. Him and I are working next to each other on the patio on Saturday. If the moment comes, I am totally asking him. And if he says no or whatever, then who cares! At least I tried! Haha....

The "blood moon" was the other night and I was working a closing shift. These two guys around my age came in and we had a fun time. We ended up having a long conversation and they kept blurting things out that were so on key. Like when I talked about my marriage, Eric was like Military? I was like YES haha and then I asked them how old they thought I was and Damion was like 26. So weird. We joked that it was the blood moon and we were having a connection because of it. Then we went outside on the patio to watch it and they cheers and I pretended I was also holding a beer haha....I ended up giving them both my number so we might go on an adventure some time next week!

Saturday night Margot and I have plans to go out dancing. Some club or something. If we can find one. That should be fun! I miss the old Club Rock it days. Boozing it up and dancing our thoughts away.

In other news, I got my hair cut today (A-line) because it was getting too long to wear down at work. I had Brindle do it and guess what? She is four months pregnant! I was surprised, but I am happy for her. Her and her boyfriend seem good together and they will be moving in together this summer.

Anyway, I'll keep you updated on how things pan out with D.