Due to sleeping 3 hours because I stayed up most of the night crying due to pms pain I woke up I found my pad leaked leaving me a crime scene to clean up! I just realized I have 2 pads left and aunt Flo just came to town..that sucks! I will need to buy more before work. I really want to buy period panties with the pad built in them so if I leak it is okay I can just wash the entire underwear dry them and put them back on. Maybe I can ask mom that as one of my things for Christmas..They are a bit expensive but worth it since it is rewashable.
I spent most of my payday paying for the cell phone bill, power bill and internet bill. I hope maybe if I budget carefully I could get some healthy groceries in this house.
I keep dreaming what I would do if I had an opportunity to build my own house. Pinterest has pin after pin all my ideas what I would build what I would do. I don’t know if I will ever have money for such an ambitious pursuit but a girl can dream.
I have some cbd tea in the fridge to drink at work. I know I better not drink it and shortly drive after. It is great for pms pain but it makes me feel intoxicated! Last night I used cbd tea to help me sleep. Without cbd tea I wouldn’t have got the 3 hours I did. I hope tonight I sleep better. I hate being so uncomfortable in my own skin. I hope it gets better soon!
I work 10-3 today. Trust me when I say I plan to take a pain pill and sleeping pill to sleep tonight. I just need a break from this pain.