Went to the Gynecologist... in And So It Goes....

  • Oct. 8, 2020, 7:04 a.m.
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I had to have a pap test. I did not feel at all comfortable in that office. It was only a painful reminder to me that I am 59 years old, way past menopause, and that my childbearing years are long, long over. It was just a painful reminder that I basically failed ay everything in my life, for various reasons that I have disclosed in previous entries. I hated having a pap test, but my doctor recommended it. They ask you numerous personal questions, of which I will not divulge because they are just that…extremely personal. I did not get home until 12:30pm. It was cold and chilly up at the hospital while waiting for the bus home, which was about 45 minutes. I have an October and November bus pass. That is something for which to be grateful, as it is my only means of transportation. When I got home, I called Bear while nuking a baking potato. After that, I took a 2 hour nap. I talked to Bear, then went outside for a smoke, stayed out there for a while and talked to people. On my daughter’s FB account, she posted a photo of my dad and my sister in the tomato garden. I thanked her and left two very nice comments. She deleted them both. It is as if she does not want anyone associated w/ her account to even know that I am her mother. She lists me as a “friend”. She has no photos of me on her account. I think that is terrible. I asked her on messenger as to why she deleted my comments. She did not get back to me.

Purple Dawn October 08, 2020

I'm sorry your daughter didn't want the comments.
I hate going for pap tests too...I go about every 3 years or when the doc states I need one :/

chocolatechip Purple Dawn ⋅ October 08, 2020

Thank you for your note, Purple Dawn. I hope that all is well with you. Have a good day. :)

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