I’m having a really great day today. I’m finally starting to feel like I’m back on track. I think that time and therapy have both played major roles.
It’s been really hot in California for the past few weeks, and our condo doesn’t have any kind of built in air conditioning. All we have are window units in each of the bedrooms. My husband usually works in our bedroom on the weekdays, and I usually work in the living room, so I’ve been suffering a lot. Finally, I decided to speak up. At first having my husband in the bedroom made sense. He worked at home before the pandemic happened, and his whole set up is in there. But this working from home situation has turned into a long term thing, and I think we need to rethink the setup of it. He agreed that we could take turns working in the bedroom, and we ordered a folding desk and chair to put in our daughter’s bedroom. That way, we can both have air conditioning.
In other news, I’m supposed to start my period today and it’s nowhere to be seen. I’m going to take a pregnancy test tomorrow morning if it hasn’t shown up by then. I’m trying not to get my hopes up, but I am also excited by the idea of getting a positive test. I was telling my husband this morning that if it happens, it will be a once in a lifetime experience. My daughter was my first and only pregnancy in life, and I didn’t get to take the test at home. I found out in the waiting room at my doctor’s office from a stranger. It was fine, but taking the test at home and seeing the second line show up is something I’ve always imagined. And we only want two kids so… if it happens, it will be the one and only time. It will be very special to me.
That’s all. Until next time <3