It’s here, it’s here! Moving week is here and I’m pumped.
Yes, this is only temporary, but it will be SO nice to take a little vacation here and be ready to pounce on whatever the future is holding this spring.
Much packing work was done this weekend, the place is full of boxes. We are at the point where there’s nothing more we can do until moving day, I think. I have to work Monday and Tuesday, but it’ll all begin Tuesday night.
I feel like I’m almost going to be a new person, with the clouds finally clearing. I feel the optimism returning. I am planning the future out day by day, ticking off small improvements I want to make… all I gotta do is get to Thursday and it will all be in motion.
Played guitar for church again this past week, it’d been a while but it went pretty well. I played fairly well, a few people said thanks to me afterward and “that was great”, “enjoyed it”, things like that. That’s exactly the slot where I want to be, I don’t want to play noticeably enough to be the focus, obviously, the focus is supposed to be upward. But I want to play well in a way that I’m not noticed while I am expanding the sound. For me it’s perfect if people notice I’m there but don’t focus on what I’m playing. I feel like that’s how the acoustic is, if it’s there and being played well you might not notice it overtly, but you’d notice if it was gone. You’re hearing it but not “hearing” it except when needed.
3 nights left here… one of which is tonight.