I guess that, given my track record the new normal for myself is to make friends, then lose friends. I let things build, then when I can no longer take the personality conflicts, I give them a piece of my mind, and even if I am right I end up losing friends. In this case, it is them against me. At least I think so. Two out of three on the committee said that they are “done” w/ me. No sweat off of my brow. I mentioned in a previous entry, the personality (the obnoxious personality) of one, then the other followed suit. These were supposed to be my friends. There were three sitting there. I made several valid points. Not one so-called “friend” backed me up. Some friends, huh? They had very little to contribute to the cookout, whereas, as I said I was probably going to provide between 30 to 40% of the items needed for this party. Well, they can have fun without me, b/c I may just stay home and clean out my bedroom closet.
I went to the doctor’s today. She ordered a couple of routine tests. I now weigh 198 lbs. It may be due to the Aripiprazole and the Vraylar, but they assist with my psychiatric disorders. The benefits outweigh the risks. That is my personal opinion. My blood pressure was mildly elevated. I was the last patient to be seen, therefore I missed the 12:20pm bus, and had to take the 1:55pm bus home. I was the last person the driver dropped off. I got home around a quarter of 3. All this after getting up at 4 am to make sure that everything was completed including a shower before catching the 9:57 am bus up to the hospital.Thank God it is only every 4 months.