I miss you…
Something that should be so simple to say yet here I am, speechless.
Why are you so complicated? Why have you always been so complicated?
Your bashful nature used to be so alluring but now, to me, it’s what kept us apart. Something I adored so much, I’ve now come to despise. Yet, I still miss you.
I think about you often but the vision of you slowly fades out of my mind. This won’t be forever. This is how meaning fades - I see it now. I feel my mind clinging onto just the sound of you saying my name. It feels like that is all that is left. I’m scared to loose you.
This whole situation is a juxtaposed mess. I know I said I’d never give up but how do I fight for this over an ocean? Right now, you’re only as good as a picture on a screen.