juniper ⋅ 24

Grad school, understanding a non-vegan world, too much Netflix, not enough gym time, lots of cat snuggles, miss my dog, live music at bars, depression via alcohol, loving partner, bi-confused.

"I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand."


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February 23, 2018

Resolved in Now

Well, E and I resolved things… after a few days. Serendipitously enough, the day after we sorted things I had a chat with people at uni about something super similar. It was nice to be reassured ...

February 19, 2018

And now it's happening with him in Now

… We had a few good weeks. After a big blow out about “communication,” whatever the fuck that means. I seriously need to start saying, “I want to talk later, but I can’t right now. I love you, an...

Lies. I am so missing you. And it’s fucked up because it’s been years, YEARS… how many? I’d have to sit here and really count. 3? Maybe more..?? Idk. No . No. It’s been almost 3 years. Not quite...

December 25, 2017

It's Christmas in Now

Last night was so upsetting for me. E was mad at me… I dried a sweatshirt of his when it shouldn’t have been dried. He didn’t tell me not to dry it… and the label said it was fine… but it shrunk ...

December 07, 2017

I lie awake at night, crying in Now

For all the evil in this world. Instagram post of a man beating his greyhound to death because it lost a race. He was throwing the dog up in the air and slamming it on the ground. My heart is s...

November 28, 2017

Panic ensues - breaking down in Now

Last night I was remembering stuff from a couple of years ago, and I keep having these dreams lately idk about what even… stupid ex’s and other ppl and idk. I really don’t know. But it’s been lea...

November 28, 2017

Vystopia in Now

According to this link,, Vystopia is the “existential crisis experienced by vegans which arises out of an awareness of the trance-li...

November 27, 2017

But when I look at him in Now

All the thoughts swirling in my head that I have now lost all the freedom I gained in 2015. But I look over at him, and he smiles at me. And the cat judges my soul. And I realize that he’s worth ...

The beginning of 2015 was the start and end of major life events. I started my first full time job, and was so excited and grateful. I was really looking forward to a routine. I love schedules. E...

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