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im a 35 year old guy. who's got alot to tell you.

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so me and fish watched major league wrestling today. it was actually really good. i had an amazing time watching it with her. she gets so into it. and i love it. im happy. birthday is a few days ...


so.. i went to bed early last night. nobody was really around to talk. i felt lonely. i felt really lonely. i still do. i have those times where i feel extremely lonely. but it’ll pass. so i slep...


gonna be taking a break from alot of things.. probably here too. sorry.. if i don’t get back to you it’s not you. right now things just really fucking suck.. i just kind of give up on things. i t...


on this site lmao. just saying. there’s alot of other crazy shit here. alot. skim some entries sometimes to just look at it. im pale in comparison. nothing wrong with being weird trust me. i love...


well. i hope you all had an amazing day. it never rained here like i thought it was. the skies where incredibly dark though. i still think we are going to be getting a thunderstorm of some sorts....


so for a more meat and potatoes entry you may wanna read the last entry first before this one. so new beginnings like i said. it’s been an ok day. still a bit sad and lonely but hey. it doesn’t h...


of the day. so i figured i’d write a small update for those who read constantly about things that are going on with me. honestly i do appreciate it. those who keep up with me. thank you. it means...


so apart from my facebook. i’ve deleted alot of my social media and made new accounts. i guess i just wanna start over. just get rid of the past as much as i can and just start over. just try and...


today’s one of those days where i feel like nothing i do is right. people i talk to online. just people in general. it feels like nothing i say or do is good enough and it hurts. i guess the thin...


hey. yeah i know it’s been a few days. maybe even longer. but depression is really just holding me down. it’s bad. i feel lonely. i feel sad. i feel unwanted. i dunno. im just tired of feeling th...


rejoice.. and all that holy stuff. its friday. so last night i slept really well honestly for the first time in many nights. i just kind of crashed and let the world swallow me. not thinking abo...


well it’s almost bed time. took my night meds. a dose of melatonin. and im hoping i actually sleep tonight instead of tossing and turning like i did last night. i am tired. like really over tired...


so.. here i am awake again. early. i usually sleep a bit later than this but ugh. i am tired. last night was such a sleepless night. all i did was toss and turn and i really couldn’t drift into a...


the temperatures are finally going up where i live in the northeast. we where over loaded with snow way well into a month ago. it was really crazy. we usually never get snow that late but hey. i ...


So wow its been a while since I last wrote anything here. I’m sure you missed me haha. Wow 2016 is gone. So many celebs died. Sad isn’t it. Though I did hear an interesting comment on TV as too w...


Contrary to popular belief by some I hate drama. Of course my family bathes in it like tomato juice after getting sprayed by a skunk So scenario. My brother and his daughter and her boyfriend mov...


Taking time off is something all humans need to do. To just recharge and re adjust your life. Honestly its something I needed. I cut some people out of my life. Grew up a bit and am more focused ...


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