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June 08, 2019

Separate Rooms in Spring 2019

Separation for now… Sleeping in separate rooms, but it’s mutual. But we still cry. We called it what it has been, tonight. It feels unreal and like it’ll pass. Idk if I want it to or not. I’m i...


I hung out with my cousin and had Papa Murphy’s for the first time ever today and it was actually pretty good, especially for $10. We had a Mediterranean chicken pizza with olive oil and garlic s...


4 months since the first sprout from my Roma tomatoes developed. The jalapenos never made it but I planted about 12 tomato plants and 5 survived. Today my first tomato is growing and a couple mor...


May 29, 2019

Working Alone in Spring 2019

I didnt get a chance to see the schedule before I left on my 3 day weekend, so Idk if I have a partner to work with or not today. I have a feeling I’m gonna be working by myself for 3 days. My su...


Yesterday I trained the new guy who’s going to be working with me on weekends. He did pretty well.. I trained him and then the bosses want him to do three days in a row by himself. My 3 day weeke...


Today is my Friday, then I begin my weekend. I plan to get stuff done. Grocery shopping and such, as usual. Its going to be cloudy and rainy this Monday and Tuesday so I’ll try to stay at home. I...


What I want for my future: A house with property, get a new car(preferably a CR-V or similar), be able to travel, take vacations, go camping, I cant have kids so be able to visit my niece and fam...


May 16, 2019

What if SHTF? in Spring 2019

The past three days I drank beer but have only kept it to a couple. After tonight though, I dont wanna drink again. He got too drunk again and started acting like a jerk, even to the roommate. U...


May 10, 2019

Not alive in Spring 2019

God, I just feel like I dont live at all. I wake up, get ready for work, go to work, come home, sit on my ass before I start making dinner, make dinner, pick a movie, watch and eat, then go to be...


Tonight was the first time I had a real craving for a beer. I was just hanging out with my bf and the roommate and they were both drinking beers socializing and I wanted one so bad. I caught myse...


So my bf thinks I’m obsessed with Zac Efron. He thinks the reason I want to see that Extremely Wicked movie is because he’s in it. Well, of course it started out where we were looking for someth...


So its been 3 months since I’ve quit Facebook. It feels longer honestly, because I just dont think about it much anymore. I can say that it hasnt really changed much in my life because I’m used t...


May 06, 2019

Weekend Day 1 in Spring 2019

I went to Winco to buy groceries. I’m surprised I was able to get everything there and it only cost $100. I was certain it was going to be over my grocery budget, but thats why I love Winco. I ha...


May 03, 2019

Move-in Day in Spring 2019

Today the new roommate moves in. I’m glad my bf will be home when he’s here moving his stuff in because if he had work today, the roommate wouldve have to move everything in without anyone here a...


April 30, 2019

April 30th in Spring 2019

I visited my uncle’s grave and visited a bit. I went to an old client I had worked with’s apt to drop off her key I had found after a year or so of it being lost. She told me she had pnemonia and...


April 30, 2019

Faded Fake Flowers in Spring 2019

Ive got to get the new roommate’s room and bathroom cleaned up today before he moves in this Friday. I also gotta sweep the house because his father is helping him move and itd look bad on us to ...


April 30, 2019

About me... in Spring 2019

Who am I? I still havent figured it out and I think its because I’ve given myself to other people for so long, I dont know. Ive always wanted the other person to be happy, whether it was friends ...


Ive literally been to 7 stores to find a fucking receipt book or pad and NOBODY has anything! I dont fucking get it! Big Walmart is reorganizing its fucking store so where it shouldve been is no ...


April 26, 2019

Other People in Spring 2019

There’s this new guy working with my bf now and he said would probably be the perfect guy for me. He describes him as a redneck type of guy who loves the outdoors. He wakes up early before work a...


April 24, 2019

My my Monday in Spring 2019

It’s my Monday morning! I’m actually happy to go to work. God man, I remember just 6 months ago, I was so miserable. In another 6 months, I’m gonna start seeing entries from a year ago that showe...


Ive gotta get to cleaning the house, but I’m try to relax too. I did a little meditation after being irritated all morning. I feel better but I feel guilty that I ate McDonald’s. Idk why, but I h...


April 21, 2019

Just a quick entry.. in Spring 2019

Just a quick entry… I haven’t drank alcohol simce my bfs birthday. Only two days, but I also hadnt drank anything for a week before that. I think I’m kinda over any urges to drink after that firs...


Today I took some time to give myself about 10 minutes of meditation. I’m hoping to try to make this more of a habit. It seemed to really help quiet my mind and refresh my soul a bit. I’ve been i...


April 15, 2019

Weekend adventures. in Spring 2019

Got grocery shopping done.. Ate a couple waffles and a berry smoothie for breakfast. I feel like I’m already hungry, probably just need water. I’m getting my meds and blood drawn right now. The d...


April 14, 2019

Sunday is my Friday in Spring 2019

Ive got 3 hours left of work and then I get a weekend. I’m glad. Hopefully I get a weekend alone, this time. I want to take my dog to the park possibly and walk around. Maybe I’ll do it after gro...


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