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I live in Northern California, with my boyfriend and our two dogs. - (I am in a constant search of an epiphany and trying to find some quietness in my mind. So I enjoy nature; forests. The obnoxious roar of an angry city terrorizes the soul and the only way to heal is to RUN FOR THE HILLS!)

"The kind of seed sown will produce that kind of fruit. Those who do good will reap good results. Those who do evil will reap evil results. If you carefully plant a good seed, You will joyfully gather good fruit."

Dhammapada

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I went to Winco this morning and bought about $60 worth of meat. I bought : 6lbs of chicken thighs 1lbs of chopped beef(for stew) 4lbs of pork roast 6 pork chops 2lbs of shrimp 3 cornish game he...


I’m working at the park today alone because my coworker got snowed in at her house. So far, the day has been going pretty well. The bathrooms and trash havent been too bad, but the sun is coming ...


Today I gotta get to work by 5 am cause we have Active Shooter Training and We were given the option of coming at 5 or 9 and I decided 5 am cause then we get off work at 130pm. I am tired, but I ...


February 05, 2019

Walks in Winter 2018/2019

For the last four or so days, I’ve been walking around the block. Today, I walked with my sister in law about 3 miles, which is great because I hadnt done a lot of walking today. I’m averaging ab...


Today has been a good day so far.. I went grocery shopping early and then, I prepared split pea soup in my crockpot to cook all day. I bought some ham stalks( I think they’re called) and put them...


Sometimes you just gotta think about what you might do if your whole life could change. It sounds bad but I often think about what Is do if I became single. How I would live and what I’d do to pi...


January 30, 2019

6 days left in Winter 2018/2019

I’ve got 6 days before my facebook is completely deleted and gone. I sometimes get the urge to find peoples profiles and see what they’re doing, like this one girl I saw at the grocery store rece...


Been sick this week. Had to take my first sick day since I got hired at this new job and its been about 3 months. Hopefully I don’t get sick for a while after this. Not a whole lot to talk about...


Gonna get a smog test today so I can finish my registration. Had a good day yesterday visiting my sil and my niece. Its raining today and it supposedly will get worse so I may try to clean up the...


So I’ve noticed since I got off facebook, I’ve been writing a lot more on here. Its a good thing I guess. I bought a new purse and a new wallet at Ross. Both leather. My purse is black and my wa...


I was planning to bring my dog to the vet tomorrow but it turns out I may not have enough money to do that and then get gas and groceries next week. My dogs not sick or anything its just a wellne...


January 05, 2019

A whole month?! in Winter 2018/2019

Wow, so I guess it takes a whole month for facebook to delete your account now! They are truly evil because they know the psychological research shows most people can’t quit a habit or addiction ...


January 05, 2019

Deletion in Winter 2018/2019

I found out my SIL and brother deleted their fb. The only reason I stayed on for so long was an update on my niece.. Now that they’re gone, I dont need it anymore… Gotta get one phone number and ...


December 27, 2018

Things happening in Winter 2018/2019

My Great Dane is sleeping under the covers in my bed. My other dog could live in the damned arctic and not feel a thing. He’s never shivered from cold since he was born. The heater doesnt work r...


December 26, 2018

Christmas in Winter 2018/2019

Well, Christmas was alright. Bf and I bought a bbq grill before Christmas for ourselves. We opened up our stockings, played 20 dollar scratchers and won 10 dollars and 2 tickets. I was irritated ...


I deactivated my facebook. I’m trying to give myself a week to ween off it. I was considering deleting it in 2019. The only thing I’d miss is my SILs monthly posts about my niece and how shes dev...


The other day I was talking to my bf that I need to set up an appt for a checkup for my lady parts. I am supposed to do that for the next three years to make sure theres no unnormal cells coming ...


December 15, 2018

Idk how to feel in Autumn 2018

Idk what to feel anymore. I’m sick of living this reality. I’m so angry, because I’m so concerned. I fantasize about it almost once a week. I see these other guys at work that don’t have these pr...


This year, we only decorated a bit insode for Christmas. The tree isn’t even up.. We don’t plan on buying presents this year.. Maybe a bbq for us.. Idk this year had been tough and idk if there’s...


December 09, 2018

Misc in Autumn 2018

Upped my amount I put into my separate savings to $25 instead of $15. Just the extra $20 per month should help bring my savings up quickly, so if ever there is an emergency, I can use it. I want ...


November 27, 2018

Idk how I would do it... in Autumn 2018

Idk how I would do it, but I’d try to get my own place where I could bring my dog and hopefully live for cheap. I’d probably have to start out living with my dad again. Or another alternative cou...


Yesterday, I was about to clean up my first bathroom at the park. I open the Men’s and I notice what looks like a sleeping bag in the handicapped stall. I say “Oh” and then announce “Maintenance...


I’m new and on probation so they made me work on Thanksgiving and the day after. I do get a four day weekend though so I’m happy with that. I can go home early today as long as I get eevertrying ...


So I went to the Buddhist Temple at 8am because nobody was there at 730 and I had to go to the bathroom so I had to leave go find one. Anyway, I was nervous. There were only a few people in ther...


So I’m finally worked up enough strength to go to an Open Meditation at a Buddhist Temple this morning. I’m up right now at 530am. Took a shower, put on some comfortable clothes. I’ll drive to S...


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