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Praying 2 Sleep 2nite in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I have so much to do—so much work, so much memorizing, so much on my mind. I brought an entire suitcase like a hoarder, and to make matters worse, the airline broke my bag and stol...
A New Day in LA in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Yesterday was draining—running errands, boarding the flight, ending up in a middle seat instead of the window I booked, and then waiting two hours for Shervy to pick me up. Stil...
Hurrying 2 Wait in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I am hurting. I feel sad, and I recognize that I am self-sabotaging. I need Your help to stop. I don’t know how to do this on my own. I feel scared and alone, and often I feel lik...
Just a few minutes. in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, In just a few minutes, I have to brush my teeth, clean myself, get dressed, gather my things, and grab coffee—all within 30 minutes. I also need to roll a blunt before I head out....
Three’s Company in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, My headache returned. I’m thinking a lot. So as a form of escape, I smoked. It all started when I woke up too early. I reached for my phone and instantly thought of returns to make. W...
I had an audition today in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I woke up sad today—for no clear reason at all. The first thing I did was call my dad. When he asked why I was sad, I told him about my anxiety—how I’m often scared in my own apartm...
The Art of Bedrotting in who knows me better than myself?
What a Sunday! I had an awesome day—so restful that I almost felt guilty for being in bed all day. Almost. I woke up and tried to watch church, but I just wasn’t in the mood. I’m sorry—I coul...
Sunday Funday in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I don’t remember what time I went to sleep—it’s a bit of a blur. I remember yesterday, though. I was enjoying my day, then decided to get ready for the studio. I spent $1 on cigar...
Entourage in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I couldn’t watch The Substance. It was super boring. I only made it about twenty minutes before I had my fill. You can tell Demi Moore is confident—and a bit of a freak. But then a...
Trying Not 2 Worry in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I was scrolling through TikTok and saw a girl who had gone shopping in Paris, doing a haul for Hermès, Chanel, Miu Miu, and all these expensive brands. It made me wonder how much c...
Stressed Yet Blessed in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Erica is out of my life for good. I literally just blocked her—for good. We were talking, and she told me that I always talk about my looks and that I “gaslight” her. When I ask...
More money. in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I’m sitting across from a queen who isn’t ready to come out yet. He’s very sweet. I am in sitting in front of his desk for my insurance. I’m sad that I have to pay out of pocket fo...
How My Christmas Went Down… in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Thank You for another day. I went to bed around midnight and woke up at 5 a.m., yet I feel as though I slept a full eight hours. I don’t even look sleep-deprived—thank You for tha...
Christ is Born in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Firecrackers can be heard and seen in my neighborhood—another reason I love where I live. Everyone in this complex lives with very little, yet you can feel how full of love it is. ...
Interview With A Vampire in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, im still in bed and its 1pm. I have things to do but cant seem to get out of bed. I just want to lounge all day. I need to make a bank deposit, buy a trip to DC, workout, figure out...
Still in Bed in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Merry Christmas Eve. Right now, I’m lying in bed. I’m not sure how much sleep I’ve actually gotten, but I feel good. I only got out of bed once—to grab breakfast around 5 a.m. I d...
Made with Love in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Right now I’m lying in bed, and it feels so good to be off from work. It’s only Tuesday, and I’ve already gotten so much done. I finished two songs, and I believe I’m going to writ...
Say a prayer tonight in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, It’s been four days since I smoked weed, I think. Since Thursday—well, maybe three days. It feels longer somehow. But I’m not craving it at all. In fact, I’m loving the loss of my ...
Dad and Nephew came over.. in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Yesterday was a beautiful day because I was doing what I love—music. I worked with the same producers Beyoncé has worked with. There were two of them—partners. One creates the bea...
Switchin' It Up in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, It’s me. I’m on Annie’s couch in her bedroom. She’s in the front room watching a movie. I’m bundled in blankets, with my eyes, ears, and mouth covered so I don’t get sick. I star...
