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Be careful in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I woke up thinking about a swimsuit from my dream. I was working with Anabel, and she was talking to me. She said she didn’t really want to spend time with someone — that she only ...
Walking away in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I only have seven hours to rest before boarding another plane. I feel a lot right now, but I know I’ll be okay. I can feel You teaching me. I’m learning so much about myself. I’m...
I got drunk…again in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I woke up around 4:44 this morning and called Shervy at 4:55. He stayed on the phone with me for about an hour. I got everything packed and ready. I have to be downstairs in abou...
Adding Time to My Life in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I went to sleep at 2 a.m. last night. I wrote to You and said I wasn’t going to drink anymore—along with smoking. I had made that entry private, but I changed it to public. I kep...
Ohio in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I’m in Ohio. I feel great. Before I felt terrible. I think it was because of lack of sleep. Now I’m in my own room…with two beds. Staying at the Hilton…thanks Paris. Makes me reali...
Comprehension Exam in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Thank You for allowing me to pass my exam. I am truly grateful. Tomorrow I go to the hotel lobby early in the morning, and then I leave for my OE in Cincinnati. After Cincinnat...
What keeps you up at night in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I’ve decided I want to write a K-pop–style song about taking flights. It will be an inspirational anthem about riding VIP with me, and I’ll be the captain. It will be about succes...
Another class of 8 hours in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Thank You for waking me up to a brand-new day. I pray that the instructors give us a little grace with the homework today. I pray that I fully understand last night’s assignment and...
Only missed 2 out of 70 in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Thank You so, so much for helping me pass my exam today. Only one more to go. I missed two questions, and I was allowed to miss up to six. The two I missed were simple — I just d...
Manchester 1985 Presentation in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, This weekend was challenging. I kept noticing the different personalities around my roommate, and it felt like she was aligning herself with the few girls who dislike me. Friday ni...
Had to talk to You again in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I will not be shaken. What is revealed to me is not meant to break me, but to strengthen my discernment. I asked You for clarity, and You answered. Thank You for exposing what...
Im proud of u… in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, “I’m so proud of you.” Those were the last words I heard before going to bed last night. My friend Amara said that to me just before we hung up on our phone call. She has shown ...
Drank last night… in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Yesterday was Fat Tuesday. There were beads, pizza, king cake, and a lot of alcohol. I didn’t indulge in everything — just the alcohol. I think I had about three shots, within my ...
People Stay Talking in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, im drunk on a Tuesday. I feel sick actuakknjut I’m not throwing up. My roommate probably been sells for an hot or two: think two. I feel out of it.! I don’t know why I’m drink. Wen...
Happy Valentines Day Everyone ❤️ in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I woke up this morning thinking about the guy colleagues I studied with. It felt so good to be productive alongside them. I woke up calm — not anxious — but comforted, clear on wha...
Never Feed A Hater in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, There is someone on this platform who continually tries to upset me—privately with harsh words and publicly with subtle rudeness. I know I will encounter people like this through...
Do or Die in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, It is 10:16 pm. The earliest I’ve ever been in bed for the past 3 weeks of my life. Since I’ve been in school, I’ve been in bed usually around 1 or 2am. I celebrated because I made a ...
Thank you in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I cried again today. I read the comments people left for me on this platform, and my heart felt so full. I am so sensitive, and knowing that people truly care touches me more deep...
1 down, 4 more to go… in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Thank You for helping me pass the exam today. If I hadn’t passed, I would have been terminated immediately and sent home. I’m grateful for Your guidance and protection. Tomorro...
A short prayer; needing security in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I keep replaying everything over and over in my mind—why did I fail those two tests? Timing is crucial; we only have 60 minutes. Even though I’m always the last person to finish, i...
I cried just now… in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I’m sitting in class right now, eating my lunch, while the clique I usually hang out with is outside soaking up vitamin D. They never fail. They mostly make perfect scores, and so...
Hardest exam yet in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I have a hard exam tomorrow. I’m going to wake up one hour earlier than usual to study, which means I’ll get seven hours of sleep—from midnight to 7 a.m. I’ll study for one hour, t...
It’s 2:12am in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, If I go to bed now…I might get 6 hours of sleep. It’s the latest I ever gone to bed on a school night. I pray that I fall asleep quickly. Just a quick recap, I watched Joyce Meyers...
The Cats Meow in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, Thank You for another day. Please let the knot on my head go away. I promise I won’t drink like that again—I clearly had too much. I walked straight into a wall, for heaven’s sake....
I got tipsy… again in who knows me better than myself?
Dear God, I admit I’m a little tipsy… but You already knew that. Tonight, I organized a small gathering—Jim, Jillian, Alex, John, Karla, and me. It was really nice. We all ended up in the jac...
