Anne Marie ⋅ 60

I am simply trying to be a better person than the person I was yesterday.

'I chose the road less traveled, and that has made all of the difference'.

Robert Frost

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November 07, 2020

Back on Track... in And So It Goes....

I consider what happened as a “slip-up”. It was the first time that I had relations with anyone since 1993. I am only human. The weather here in the Ohio Valley is awesome.


Things are going better, in my life. I found out yesterday, upon taking a home pregnancy test, that I am not pregnant. Cory is “history”, as far as I am concerned. I learned a serious lesson…be c...


It is a beautiful day in the neighborhood. Last night, I attended a virtual meeting for those whom have mental health issues. I liked it very much. Here in the Ohio Valley, it is indian summer, a...


This morning, I rested. I feel better. Psychologically, I am feeling a little uneasy. I do not know why. It is probably the aftermath of everything that has been going on, as of late. I have to g...


My appt. w/ my therapist went well.


November 03, 2020

Update... in And So It Goes....

In the middle of the sofa, I found my necklace. I am unable to locate the clasp, which I have to assume broke off. My phone/ internet bill remained the same for this month, $105.88, which was goo...


This morning , over the phone, I will be talking to my therapist. That is a very good thing. It is something that, at this point, is very much needed. I will tell y’all about it in my next entry.


Tomorrow morning, at 11 am, I will have a teletherapy appointment with my therapist. After that, I may go grocery shopping, somewhere. I need to get some groceries in the house, and am getting lo...


November 01, 2020

Blocking... in And So It Goes....

I blocked Cory’s gf b/c she was trying to delve into my personal business. I do not know her. I do not owe her any explanations. Cory claims that he blacked out and does not remember blocking me ...


Ah, the Bipolar 1 Rollercoaster....what a terrible ride it has been .....from being terribly depressed to feeling totally exhilarated from simply hugs and kisses from a 23 year old young man. Wha...


I will be ok. Went downtown to shop. Sat on the front porch in the sunshine. But Cory’s gf messaged me on FB. She was asking me a lot of personal questions. I did not answer her. My life is none ...


October 30, 2020

Phone Call... in And So It Goes....

I called my gynecologist’s office. She said that, given that I am 59 years old, post-menopausal, and had a tubal ligation, there is absolutely no way I can get pregnant, but that if it would ease...


Cory came over the other evening. I cannot find the necklace that my sister gave me, since that evening. I am not blaming Cory. I will wait to see if it turns up. We have had minimal communicatio...


October 27, 2020

I Fall Hard... in And So It Goes....

I barely know Cory. Why am I taking this so hard? Am I that unbalanced? I do not understand. I talked about it with a friend. He told me that I am lonely. He tells me he can see it in me. He told...


I have not heard from Cory. It makes me feel very sad. I jumped into the fire. Thank God it was only hugging and kissing. Like I said, it had been a long, long time since I had had any type of af...


Today, I thought I might see him. No such luck, and I put myself out there (outside). I know why I miss him so much.....b/c when I went up to his house, we kissed and hugged a lot. Already, I mis...


October 25, 2020

New Friend...:) in And So It Goes....

I have a new friend. He lives close by. He has been up to my apartment twice for coffee and conversation. Yesterday, he invited me up to his apartment. We are both music lovers and we both like t...


October 23, 2020

What is Peace? in And So It Goes....

I was having a fairly good day, but this tenant has been taunting me. This afternoon, it was worse. Someone else chimed in, one of her friends, just to upset me. Well, they did. I told her in no ...


I got out today and enjoyed the beautiful fall weather. I went to Dollar General. I bought some food items, some commodities and a few small gifts for my oldest sister. She is com ing for a visit...


October 21, 2020

L ater On... in And So It Goes....

I had my session with my therapist. We talked over the phone for quite a while. So far, the only intervention has been talk therapy, as they call it. It was somewhat effective. I am wondering if ...


I am having an extremely high level of anxiety. At 10am, I will be having a teletherapy appointment through the behavioral health agency, with my therapist. There will be much to discuss, as I am...


October 20, 2020

Lightbulb... in And So It Goes....

I have a neighbor across the hall from me that is an elderly tenant, and is also a registered sex offender. O.k. Well, after a while, when I moved into my new apartment (across the hall from him)...


October 20, 2020

Early Bird! in And So It Goes....

This morning, I will present at the vision center to pick out a new pair of prescription eyeglasses. I have to catch an early bus. It will be good to get out. Afterwards, I may go somewhere else.


October 19, 2020

But Anyway...... in And So It Goes....

This morning my anxiety was through the roof. I called the behavioral health agency and left a message. They returned my call, asked me if I am taking my prescribed medications, and jotted down n...


I can tell that my neighbor and his caregiver across the hall, and myself are really beginning to get on each other’s nerves. He and I used to get along superbly. Perhaps he is having the onset o...


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