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I have a lot of mental health issues, that periodically interfere with having serenity in my life. I do the best that I can.

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It was a day, Trials, if I may. What does not kill you Only makes you stronger. Can I hold on Much longer? ...


I have, as mentioned in previous entries, had falling outs w/ 2 tenants in this building, through no fault of my own. “Wanda” was sitting outside on the upper bench, with some others, so I opted ...


A tenant’s request, to our landlord to have a holiday cookout was approved. Yesterday evening, the tenant whom asked for permission to have the event, and whom presumably was going to be the chai...


Not too long ago, I came in from outside. It felt as if some humidity was beginning to build into the valley. I turned on my air conditioning and living room ceiling fan. From reading some of the...


I have 16 minutes before I have to take my laundry out of the two dryers, so I thought I would write. Two people are not speaking to me, in the building through no fault of my own. Oh....my frien...


‘Twas dusk, this evening upon returning home. I turned on the switch to turn on the light in my ceiling heighth mahogany and glass curio cabinet, that I purchased on Sunday. Absolutely beautiful,...


June 16, 2020

Today... in And So It Goes....

Bad time, this morning. Due to what went down last night, this morning I was feeling as if I no longer wanted to be around. I went outside, and luckily I ran into my close friend. Talking to my f...


June 15, 2020

Jessica... in And So It Goes....

For privacy purposes, I will refer to her as “Jessica”. Jessica is an acquaintance of mine whom lives in the building. We were outside of the building, sitting on a bench, having a conversation. ...


It was an interesting day. One of my friends gave me a solid wood, over-sized coffeetable. It is very nice, and I will enjoy it while watching television. My friend’s sister had a very tall, curi...


I am sorry you had to go. The expressions on my face, Do they show? I hate goodbyes, The “how’s” and the “why’s“. Your picture remains, Atop my buffet. That cute little guy, In the suit and bow t...


June 12, 2020

Of Friday... in And So It Goes....

It was an evening......what does that mean? It was ok. Some of the tenants took cake home. I was glad of that b/c there was a good bit left over after bingo. I am diabetic. I won 5 games. It was ...


June 12, 2020

Of Friday :) in And So It Goes....

I have a Duncan Hines Super Moist Yellow Cake Mix baking in the oven. I am going to frost it w/ vanilla icing, and the sprinkles that came with the frosting. I ended up giving the chocolatechip c...


I just wanted to say “hello” to my Prose Box Family. Sweet dreams, depending on the time of day in your time zone. Where I am, we are on Eastern Standard Time. Goodnight!


I am almost finished baking chocolate chip cookies as part of tomorrow night’s bingo refreshments. They also serve coffee, which I make, and the bingo caller sets up salty snacks for everyone, fr...


June 10, 2020

And Then... in And So It Goes....

I cannot even put it into words. Nor would I want to. I was going out to read, but ran into the person whom is probably the most irritating person in the building. She had to give me blow by blow...


For quite some time, I have not heard from our fellow diarist, desertoasis. I left her a nice comment, but have not heard back from her. Does anyone know if she left ProseBox or if she is ok?


I run to you, my online journal, when I feel the need to vent. There are quite a few people in this building that are extremely irritating and very hard to tolerate. I cannot stand to be around k...


June 08, 2020

Hello. in And So It Goes....

This morning, I got up early, to go up to the hospital for testing. After that, I went to the hospital’s cafeteria to have lunch, but the dining room was full, so I left. It was going to be a whi...


June 06, 2020

And Then... in And So It Goes....

I had a good day. The weather was sunny and pleasant. I went to bed around 8:30pm then woke up and went outside for a smoke around 11pm. I’m up. Life is pretty good. I am getting used to being on...


It was a fairly good evening, down there w/ the bingo crowd. From the dessert I brought, I received a few compliments. I brewed a pot of coffee for everyone. I won four prizes. I sat near this ot...


June 05, 2020

I'm Awesome! in And So It Goes....

Baking in my oven is the dessert that I made for bingo. It is a dump cake recipe called cherry pineapple nut cake. It is from Heloise’s Helpful Hints column. It smells good already. I can’t wait ...


June 04, 2020

Field Day... in And So It Goes....

Today I took the bus down to the local thrift store. I bought beautiful knick knacks for myself and also to give as gifts. I bought all kinds of plus size clothing. I also bought two pairs of boo...


I will get past this. I will. I will protect myself, from now on. I will not get too chummy with anyone in the building. It never, ever works out. I will be friendly, courteous and polite, but th...


June 03, 2020

My List... in And So It Goes....

“Todd” is no longer on my list. I told him off. I hope that he leaves me the he** alone. “Elsie” and many others did the same thing to me. I do not know how much more I can take. I give of myself...


June 03, 2020

"Todd"... in And So It Goes....

For privacy purposes, I will call the other party in this most recent broken friendship, “Todd”. Todd lives in my building. We have been strictly friends, for years. He has a long-time girlfriend...


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